♥ being a capti-vating woman of God

I'm back to blog!
I just realised my face book has got 680 plus plus requests :/
Goodness, I don't know how to clear it.
But never mind. haha!

Alrights, Christmas is overrrr already.
But I spent my time at home chionging cards. But i could not finish it. :(
I managed to get the photos from Andy Chia! (really thank him many loads!)
Yeah, got it on tuesday night. So decided to have it printed out on friday.

Went for leaders retreat. Was simply great and awesome!
Was kinda my third time? haha. I was just browsing through my old post on my last retreat.
Realised last year was full of free time to get together with one another.
While this year there has got more sessions! And sessions with Pastor Chris Long was awesome!
He's really an annointed speaker.
I really like the way He shared and bring the message across! :D

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Alrights. I enjoyed the three days of retreat at safra.
Really enjoyed the fellowship. This year all the girls slept tgt :D
And I squeezed into one room with the rest of svs two girls.
Yeah. Eating together, walking around, buying things, bathing and many many things!
All are so enjoyable :D
And we had our captain ball again. hahahah. And this time round was at the field!
I guess everyone played well :D

I thank God for such wonderful people around me!
And last service of 2007 was just so awesome!
Pastor Chris long came to preach! Dine at the King's table.
Wow, awesome! I got no more shame and devil is not gona have his way!
my 2008 gona be a different year. I wasted 2007. And there are so many things i could do yet, I break down.
I hope my 2008 will be a year of breakthr!
And a person that would impact people's lives and change their lives!

My dream is to see souls save. To have the heartbeat of God always.
And to see leaders rising up and I myself be a leader of influence.
A leader that would be so close to God.
A leader that would follow after Jesus.
A leader that would be impactful and changing lives!
A leader that is annointed by God!
A leader of many many many things that God could fill me!

I'm going to commit. HIGH COMMITMENT YEAR!
Lord, keep me ready.
I want to go where you send me.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

9:21 PM

I'm amazed by what God has done for me and the people lives!
Indeed YI camp was simply awesome!
I see how God wants me to draw me closer to Him.
And see my disciples grow up more maturely in Christ!

I don't know what to say, but I'm truely touched by God to see my disciple lives been transformed!
I thank God for choosing me to lead another team of zealot three in camp!
Really see them coming together closer, and I myself learn alot more!
I know there is so many things for me to learn.

I really thank God for my team members in YI camp, also You Beng, Julia, Liang Zhi, Ghimmy, Gideon, Derek, Ken Quak, Michelle, Jean, Sister Nana, Brother RX. These people are simply awesome! :D

In terms of leading the team in camp and working together, Really thank God for each of them. Their every single action encouraged me to push on!
How wonderful is my God!!

And I would say, sessions were simply too awesome!
I admit, I was distracted by things. I prayed and I put my focus on God.
There was breakthroughs!!!! I remembered so deeply, as we worship God singing the song HERE IN MY LIFE.

I teared non stop. I felt this strong conviction from God. I felt this love, I felt His presence so much. He tried so much to get to me, yet I failed Him times and times. But I'm truely touched by how God tried to draw me to Him. I'm desperate for His touch.

As the song sings..

I have never walked on water
Or felt the waves beneath my feet but
At your Word Lord I receive your
Faith to walk on oceans still
And I remember how You found me
In the very same place
All my failings surely would have drowned me
Still you made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus you're the reason
I'm kneeling again at your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my Life, Here in my Life

You have said that
All the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds the
Way to freedom
Truth of Jesus
Brought from death into His life
And I remember how You saw me
Through the eyes of Your grace
I know the cost was Your beloved before me
Still you made a way

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lsrFIQxLdLc

(take a look at this link!)

How many times I failed God, yet He made it possible for me to cont living by His grace.
I couldnt help, but really tear.
I'm determined to fulfill this dream God placed in me.
I saw this vision during one of the session.
I saw a group of unfamiliar faces gathering together, its seemed like a new cell group.
I just felt that God wants me to fulfill this dream.
By end of 2008 I shall see this dream fulfilled! And 2008 is gona be a year that I cont to chiong and never break down for devil to attack me.
I'm so much convicted. really convicted.

Seeing how God saves people. Seeing how God heals. Seeing how God guides.
I want to be working on it and be desperate for His touch daily.

Camp was a great blast! Winners trained hard. And one more thing, If you don't respond to God when He called you, He will call someone else. How true it is.
And I'm not going to let go of any opportunities!

Christmas Bash was simply so encouraging! Really made me so encouraged.
Seeing the number of people coming to the front to say "YES! I need JESUS!"
Really praise God for this! Really awesome event.

I'm looking for more.

YI camp and xmas bash! 9:20 PM

crazy making the score board! HAHA.

OUR FINAL HARDWORK!

BLACK TRIBE FLAG is simply PRETTY!

YI CAMP!

See my cgl leader mouth! :X

HIS BAG is so cute! (LOL)

BLACK TRIBE!

CHRISTMAS BASH!

Thank you peeps for the gifts :D

Had lunch and thank you BRX and Sister Nana! :D

For the gift and the chocolate!

Taken at OFFICE.

Ying ying loved to be in the pictures! (haha)

And below derek's VIDEO! :X

Thursday, December 13, 2007

black tribe! 1:14 AM

Okay! shall update :D :D
My common test is still on on friday! :/
Haha, never mind after that I shall enjoy to the fulleeessst!!

Updates about my past few days!
On 6th DEC was SISTER NANA's BIRTHDAY!
We had some funny plot and trick her!
lol. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

Next, celia me and ying stayed at vivo until quite late.
We were busy taking pictures! :X
hahaha. We took over like ard 200 +++ near 300 pictures in 3 phones!
WOWWWW.

The three of US :D

I was mugging for my econs and I randomly played with this and it looked cool you know!
HAHAAHA :D

WHOO. Monday went to SUBWAY with dearie XUE LE & SABRINA!
Cools.
EAT and enjoy our talks!

HAHA. BLACK BLACK BLACK BLACK!
BLACK TRIBE RULE :D :D :D

Monday, December 03, 2007

11:25 PM

I miss sister nana :(
I miss the mission trippers :(

They will be back soon, on wednesday :D
Looking forward!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PASTOR DANIEL :D :D

wilkommen

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