hazels

GOODBYE!

2008-06-19T00:08:00.000-07:00

HELLOS PEOPLE!

I'm so so so SORRY! I have moved to wordpress one month ago!
Yeah, sorry for the late info.

:) So so, ask me for link if you want to know!

BYE BYE BLOGGER. (i will still keep this blog)

wordpresssssss!

2008-04-15T23:36:00.000-07:00

I'm seriously loving Wordpress!
It's pretty cool and I'm exploring the functions!
Heehee.
I might be blogging over there more than here already. (:

do visit if you want to, but I wont be putting up my link.
Only if you want, ask me!
Yeah, I'm thinking of keep this current blog private.
Well, seems so dead.
Might as well close hor?

Well, I dont know. Depends!
I'm off.

Ahhh, :)

2008-04-08T08:12:00.000-07:00

Haha.
Next week, school gona reopen already.
And I'm in year two le!
Man, so fasttt!! (and I'm getting older)
LOL :X

went to eat ice cream with waffles with debra, celia and xiao grace!
Yummmms! I love the ice cream. Cause it's hazelnut! :D :D
It's so nice. And we went to walk around and have fun. hehe.

After that, I went home. Did something really stupid.
I though I was heading the wrong direction.
So i alighted. And I realised it was the correct one -.-
Thats so stupid can.
So I gota wait for the next bus to come.

YES. ytd the mission trippers came back!
Awww, Missed! And they are back.
I gona bug them for stories!!!!!
:D :D :D
Shirleyyyy, really make people go crazy! LOL.

Something so random, my birthday is coming la. (HAHA)
Next month :D
I have got 2 birthday wishes only.
One is materialistic and one is not.

Materialistic one : I want a BLACK & GOLD ADIDAS WATCH!!

Its SO SO SO PRETTY LUH! the GOLD plate over the watch screen is attracting me!
My fav colour is GOLD :D

Non- materialistic: I want to see God's blessings all around me. Not only happening to me, but to my family, friends, cell group, core group and all others!
I want to see amazing things happen! :D

yeah, tmr is year ones orientation for business students.
COOL.

and I gona miss SISTER NANA! Awww. She's going to australia. :(
For weeks. I could not send her off tmr. Awww! :(

2008-04-01T23:26:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I'm away for quite a while, but well.
Haha, I went to zealot tertiary chalet.
Man, its awesome! :D
We enjoyed ourselves too much.

For those din able to come, no worries, next year!!!
haaha, coolness!
Let the pictures speak for itself.
Or go to zealot area blog to see, ( will be updated soon hehe)

This is funny lah, go video of it too. lol :D

This is, cute can. LOL (:

ALSO, HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL -.-

I felt..

2008-03-22T23:45:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling rather..

Convictions from God.

2008-03-07T18:19:00.000-08:00

I just felt something so strong that I needed to post this up.
The thought just came to my mind.

I was out yesterday at office and I overheard someone talking to someone over the phone.
I guess God really convicted me of this!
As I was printing my stuffs, she began to talk to the person on phone.
I just hear and almost all she said captures my thoughts!

"Does it feel good when your cell group has more people? And when it drop again, you don't feel good? Does it only feel good when the people in cell group who attended are more?"

"They are lives! ... It is not only just talking over with them on phone, smsing and msning them that assumes they are fine, and thats it, I don't need to bother about it anymore. It's more than that.."

"When you intend to visit your cg members, are you just going for the sake of it? Or are you really really loving the person so you make the trip down? Do you REALLY love them?"

It's really really really NOT about numbers.
So what if your cell group is 20, 30, 40 or many many?
So what?
Does it even counts when your cell group is BIG with BIG numbers yet with people not even doing well and right with God?
Does you just feel good because of the numbers? Or its because of the people lives?

As I was at zealotthree blog, I really felt like slapping myself tight.

I have always loved to compare my core group with You Beng's core.
I have always loved to compare my cell group with other cell groups.
I have always loved to compare zealot has got more people than other cell groups.
I have always loved to compare myself with the rest of the leaders.

what crap thoughts have I've been harbouring ?
God really convicted me of the numbers.
It's really not about the numbers, its about the lives of people.
Though my core has such little people, God do not want me to focus on the number.
But the lives.
The building of lives, the moulding of lives, the transformation.

His convictions (:

liangzhi funny pictures!

2008-03-07T01:09:00.000-08:00

Wahahs! (: Went to office to print RTC stuffs!

Went with yvonne. And she was studying ( I hope she really is uh?)

Haha. Okay. after that Brother Lz called me and went down to buddy to find him.

Oh well, Buddy was superly QUIET.

No people there. :/

And managed to find him at the red seats there.

(I guess he was too black, i mean DARK to be seen uh?, LOL)

OPPS.

Anyway he told us he was cold. And yvonne lend him her jacket.

You did not see wrongly. Pictures to prove!

SEEE. First shot. (it was darkk!)

Wearing it and smiling at my camera!

The better ones are here! (:

LOOOK.

Trying to zip up!

He finally zipped it up! -.-

And I tou pai him LOL.

This is the one he LOVED most!

Why? Guess yourself. wana know, ask me!

His tummmmy! POPING OUT.

Unzipping process and smiling!

Back to zip up and smiling at my camera once again!

LOL. That kinda ended my day.

And he left with the cgls.

And yeah. yvonne study study study! WAHAHS!

Yups they came back and just talked.

And I went home first as Qin Ching came already to pei yvonne.

And Liang zhi pei-ed her, or rather teaching her MARKETING skills. whooooo.

Amazing video!

2008-03-04T01:06:00.000-08:00

Oh awesome.
My God is awesome!
Please Please Please check out this video!
its really amazing!

*pause my song player to play the video and hear the sound (:

As I watch, I was really touched by God.
I felt the presence of God so strongly!
The wonders of His.
I couldnt take it, and my tears begin to fall.
I'm really really amazed by the part where oil kept coming out from the bible.
And it has been doing on for weeks.
How awesome! I know you cant believe it. But its true.
See how much oil they collected.

I love You, Lord.
Wholeheartedly.

Gold Dusts!

2008-03-02T21:43:00.000-08:00

Today was amazing!
Gold Dusts! Gold dusts!
Oh man. It's so awesome!
I watched the video and its ao amazing.
The man has got so many gold dust on him.

Oh man, so awesome!
God is just working in ways we cant see.

Had a workshop by Sister Jean! :D
Its just nice! Wheeee. I learned something :D
Common sense, Sound judgement, discretion.

And And, wei kun came back to church yesterday!
Its just superly awesome.
You never expect it man.
After months of persistency and praying, God answered his prayers!
He had been facing parental issues and his family is so strict about where he goes and who.
And yes. most amazing part is that..

Wei kun's mum was asking him if he will be eating dinner at home or church?
Oh man! Wei kun was just so shocked for a moment.
And he quickly just say go church to eat.
PRAISE the LORD!

Can you imagine? Facing persecutions at home and he had been so strong and his mum just asked him that question. My God is GREAT.

I love my God! And i never regret loving and knowing Him! (:

Captivating!

2008-03-02T04:05:00.000-08:00

Hey, I'm finally back for a post!
I know you miss me right! Hahahas!

Alright, many things had come to past.
Valentine's Day, Exams and I'm having good Holidays now!
:D I shall plan my time wisely on what to do.

Anyway 29th Feb. It's a leap year (:
I'm believing that 2008 is really awesome year.
More to come.

I thank Him for the things that He had help me with, put under control and focusing, doing what's important.
Be a captivating woman for God!

Yum Cha & CNY at ChinaTown

2008-02-09T01:11:00.000-08:00

HELLOS!! :D
I'm gona update lah. HAH, like finallly a normal post right?
Alright met up with xue le and went over to city hall to buy skinnies.
Lol. and bus over there. talk and many many things.
So reached penisular shopping center.
heh, and many things happen at the trip at penisular and city hall mrt to chinatown mrt -.-

On our way there, ken quak called us.
And he came to find us.
And we bought our skinnies. :D
I told him the wrong place, he kept suan-ing me.
When he reached, we walked around.

After that, xl wana eat ice creammm. heh.
And she bought her ice cream.
Since its still quite early, we walked over to raffles city shopping center.
And while crossing the road. xl phone rang and her ice cream drop on the road.
lol. heheh. Then went over to toilet and tada, took pictures :D

its just one of it only.
took inside toilet.

Next stop: Training down to Yum Cha.
And I just happen to turn around while going inside the control station.
Ken quak and xue le laughed at me :/
I realised its a funny posture actually. lol.
Had enough suan-ing by ken quak. And worse, i did another thing and he combined the three funny things I did and suan me like never before -.-

AHHH, :/ Then we met andy chia inside the station.
And we went to yum cha tgt. :D
lol, reached yum cha and my story still cont on and been told to zealot peeps.
AHHH, super unglam actions. :/ :/
K, whatever lah. haha.

And we start to feast ourselves :D WAHAHS!
NICE FOOD.
we are at yum cha!

Took by xue le :D

Our dirty plates lol. After first round of food.

Liang zhi, random shot. (:

Xue le! wahaha.

Me :D wahahahs!

Andy one came late and Brx played with him with the funny cap of wei qiang.

Yeah, Zealot leaders picture. but wo irvin and ronald.
Er, my hair superly extra :/

heh. second shot with brx :D
FYI, brx is sitting on ken quak's leg. LOL.

Tada. YI service 2 leaders. But not all came.

Second shot. with BRX inside :D

Funny video of brx and giana! lol.
Gota tilt your head to see. heh.

CNY EVE!! :D went over to chinatown at 10 plus.
With sister nana, brother lz, julia and lopez.
And later on brx, gideon, wei yan came.
And theresa waited for his brother and we met at the cross road of china town streets.

We went to buy jelly and mua ji. :D wahaha!
superly croweded!! Super hot and squeezy tooo.

Pretty fire works!

You can see its superly crowded!!

Yeah took a video of fire works.
Take a look :D waahhs!

Cabbed home after that :D
Thanks sister nana :D
Had a wonderful night. heh. (:

MIA-ingggg

2008-02-05T22:05:00.000-08:00

Alright! I'm back to blogging. Haha.
Wow. So long did blog alreadyy.
heh, miss my post?

I have been superly lazy to post.
But i'm enjoying life as usual :D
Wahahas.

yeahh, new year eve is tmr.
Gona go over to CHINA TOWN AGAIN to buy food.
alright, I'm off :D

A.F.T.E.R

2008-01-18T00:34:00.000-08:00

Alive. Falling. Tears. Escape. Run.
AFTER.

What to do?
Don't. I know.
Leave. Time. Alone.
Give up. No more. Carry on.
Strength. Fell.
Motivation. Push.
No more. No more.
Totally none!

Summary of my Days!

2008-01-15T00:31:00.000-08:00

Friday CCA show case! :D
cooolll!
Took pictures with celia and gideon.

And we were told that there was a rainbow.
Indeed a beautiful one! :D

Saturday cell group! :D
Took picture with qin ching and felicia!

And with qin ching and mader!

Saturday, 12th Jan 2008.
ZEALOT FOUR officially started! and on 13th Jan.
It's ZEALOT BIRTHDAY!!!! :D

Anyway I love yvonne loads!
Awwww she's in zealot four. But i thank God for her man!
And yeah the choc she gave me. SO YUMMY!

SUNDAY. MAKAN at old bbss coffee shop!
YELLOW CHAIRS.

Really enjoyed eating! with OLD ZEALOT PEEPS!
But well, SOME pple lah, fly kite :/ :(
But never mind. More of it lah!

SEEEEE. qin ching eat until so happy!

Wee kiat, "yummy. nice foood!"

Brother Liang Zhi " ahh, i got cramp in my mouth :X"

AH ken so happy cause got FOOD!

Sabby bo food. haha. but still happy!

Finally me. Yummy rice :D

BLZ and KL

Me BLZ and KL

Qin Ching and me!

Wee kiat poking his food!

Qin ching me sabby!

Take two!

Weekiattt!

Went back home happy!
And i played with my face mask :D
Yays!
I bought two flavours!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY!

how consuming!

2008-01-12T11:03:00.000-08:00

How consuming He is!
Days of encouragement, Hours of devastation, Days of tiredness, Days of happiness, Hours of heart-brokening.
So many days of great things, lesser of negative things.
How great God is. (:
Times for breakthrough, times for more, time for restoration, time for everything!

Precious treasure.
Kids running over the fields under the pretty warm morning sun.
Seeing God through my eyes. Perspective.
Restoration time.
Dedicating to You.
Asking for forgiveness.
Cleansing.
Grab back what was stolen away from me.
Be strong and courageous!

2008

2008-01-06T02:35:00.000-08:00

Oh well! I finally updated :D
I really have fun at the zealot three gatherin at ken's house :D
I love taking cg photos! I wana all to be insideeee the picture please.
lol. okay.

31st DECEMBER marked the last day of 2007!
Whoo. Finally!

I'm really excitied for 2008!
Chiong ahhh. High high commitment! :D
And new experiences/encounters/fresh touch and many more!
Revival! Salvation! Growth! Oh well, so amazing! :D
I've got some random pictures to share!

After retreat met up with lopez, julia, mun kidd & xavier to lunch at SAKAE!
Wheee. It just filled my sushi crave and lopez's. haha!
And See, what happen to Lopez's shoes when I did not eat the watermelon properly!
Its stainedddd with the watermelon juice!

Lopez'z ez-link! :D my didi so adorable la! (haha)

ONG NEI was tou pok by us! HOHO.
His face super red. It happened on sat! :D
Last service of 2007.

My sweet mei mei gave me this :D

And guess what she wrote. "lao jie"
Thats what she always called me over msn! (haha)

Zealot three is so loved! :D (but some are not inside :(, but i still love you peeps!)

Appreciation dinner at church.

Ushers (its only like 1/4 of the ushers -.-)
Kinda dark but i brighten it!

Eh, Jun Da is really adorable and cute la! (HAHA)

Me and SIEWS. (introducing siew ling "(0)" , siew yu "(1)" , siew er "(2)"!!!!)

retard Jun da -.-

Desmond is emo-ingggg :/ (haha, actually no, he's tired!)

Thank you wei hao! for helping us take pictures :D

My AREA LEADER B Liang Zhi.
(fyi, he took it himself. hahahahaa)

Ying ying and Vidas!

Andy ong and Alton random shots. (lol)

Me and Ana! :D

Ying, gideon and me :D

Me and CS! (OCTOPUS!!!!!!!)

Finally jun da and me -.- (after so many times being disturbed!)

And I enjoyed photo takings :D
And yeah service, stayed at ying ying house and chatted.
And after that shopping at EXPO with family.
Bough so many things! :D
So contented! And NEW shoessss (:
Wheeeeee.

Okay 2008 : master guitar and able to play during cg! :D
And 2008: exciting year! I'm looking into it for more!
:D :D blessed be Your name, Daddy.

2007-12-31T00:24:00.000-08:00

I'm back to blog!
I just realised my face book has got 680 plus plus requests :/
Goodness, I don't know how to clear it.
But never mind. haha!

Alrights, Christmas is overrrr already.
But I spent my time at home chionging cards. But i could not finish it. :(
I managed to get the photos from Andy Chia! (really thank him many loads!)
Yeah, got it on tuesday night. So decided to have it printed out on friday.

Went for leaders retreat. Was simply great and awesome!
Was kinda my third time? haha. I was just browsing through my old post on my last retreat.
Realised last year was full of free time to get together with one another.
While this year there has got more sessions! And sessions with Pastor Chris Long was awesome!
He's really an annointed speaker.
I really like the way He shared and bring the message across! :D

EDITED.

Alrights. I enjoyed the three days of retreat at safra.
Really enjoyed the fellowship. This year all the girls slept tgt :D
And I squeezed into one room with the rest of svs two girls.
Yeah. Eating together, walking around, buying things, bathing and many many things!
All are so enjoyable :D
And we had our captain ball again. hahahah. And this time round was at the field!
I guess everyone played well :D

I thank God for such wonderful people around me!
And last service of 2007 was just so awesome!
Pastor Chris long came to preach! Dine at the King's table.
Wow, awesome! I got no more shame and devil is not gona have his way!
my 2008 gona be a different year. I wasted 2007. And there are so many things i could do yet, I break down.
I hope my 2008 will be a year of breakthr!
And a person that would impact people's lives and change their lives!

My dream is to see souls save. To have the heartbeat of God always.
And to see leaders rising up and I myself be a leader of influence.
A leader that would be so close to God.
A leader that would follow after Jesus.
A leader that would be impactful and changing lives!
A leader that is annointed by God!
A leader of many many many things that God could fill me!

I'm going to commit. HIGH COMMITMENT YEAR!
Lord, keep me ready.
I want to go where you send me.

2007-12-23T21:21:00.000-08:00

I'm amazed by what God has done for me and the people lives!
Indeed YI camp was simply awesome!
I see how God wants me to draw me closer to Him.
And see my disciples grow up more maturely in Christ!

I don't know what to say, but I'm truely touched by God to see my disciple lives been transformed!
I thank God for choosing me to lead another team of zealot three in camp!
Really see them coming together closer, and I myself learn alot more!
I know there is so many things for me to learn.

I really thank God for my team members in YI camp, also You Beng, Julia, Liang Zhi, Ghimmy, Gideon, Derek, Ken Quak, Michelle, Jean, Sister Nana, Brother RX. These people are simply awesome! :D

In terms of leading the team in camp and working together, Really thank God for each of them. Their every single action encouraged me to push on!
How wonderful is my God!!

And I would say, sessions were simply too awesome!
I admit, I was distracted by things. I prayed and I put my focus on God.
There was breakthroughs!!!! I remembered so deeply, as we worship God singing the song HERE IN MY LIFE.

I teared non stop. I felt this strong conviction from God. I felt this love, I felt His presence so much. He tried so much to get to me, yet I failed Him times and times. But I'm truely touched by how God tried to draw me to Him. I'm desperate for His touch.

As the song sings..

I have never walked on water
Or felt the waves beneath my feet but
At your Word Lord I receive your
Faith to walk on oceans still
And I remember how You found me
In the very same place
All my failings surely would have drowned me
Still you made a way

You are my freedom
Jesus you're the reason
I'm kneeling again at your throne
Where would I be without You
Here in my Life, Here in my Life

You have said that
All the heavens
Sing for joy at one who finds the
Way to freedom
Truth of Jesus
Brought from death into His life
And I remember how You saw me
Through the eyes of Your grace
I know the cost was Your beloved before me
Still you made a way

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lsrFIQxLdLc

(take a look at this link!)

How many times I failed God, yet He made it possible for me to cont living by His grace.
I couldnt help, but really tear.
I'm determined to fulfill this dream God placed in me.
I saw this vision during one of the session.
I saw a group of unfamiliar faces gathering together, its seemed like a new cell group.
I just felt that God wants me to fulfill this dream.
By end of 2008 I shall see this dream fulfilled! And 2008 is gona be a year that I cont to chiong and never break down for devil to attack me.
I'm so much convicted. really convicted.

Seeing how God saves people. Seeing how God heals. Seeing how God guides.
I want to be working on it and be desperate for His touch daily.

Camp was a great blast! Winners trained hard. And one more thing, If you don't respond to God when He called you, He will call someone else. How true it is.
And I'm not going to let go of any opportunities!

Christmas Bash was simply so encouraging! Really made me so encouraged.
Seeing the number of people coming to the front to say "YES! I need JESUS!"
Really praise God for this! Really awesome event.

I'm looking for more.

YI camp and xmas bash!

2007-12-23T21:20:00.000-08:00

crazy making the score board! HAHA.

OUR FINAL HARDWORK!

BLACK TRIBE FLAG is simply PRETTY!

YI CAMP!

See my cgl leader mouth! :X

HIS BAG is so cute! (LOL)

BLACK TRIBE!

CHRISTMAS BASH!

Thank you peeps for the gifts :D

Had lunch and thank you BRX and Sister Nana! :D

For the gift and the chocolate!

Taken at OFFICE.

Ying ying loved to be in the pictures! (haha)

And below derek's VIDEO! :X

black tribe!

2007-12-13T01:14:00.000-08:00

Okay! shall update :D :D
My common test is still on on friday! :/
Haha, never mind after that I shall enjoy to the fulleeessst!!

Updates about my past few days!
On 6th DEC was SISTER NANA's BIRTHDAY!
We had some funny plot and trick her!
lol. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

Next, celia me and ying stayed at vivo until quite late.
We were busy taking pictures! :X
hahaha. We took over like ard 200 +++ near 300 pictures in 3 phones!
WOWWWW.

The three of US :D

I was mugging for my econs and I randomly played with this and it looked cool you know!
HAHAAHA :D

WHOO. Monday went to SUBWAY with dearie XUE LE & SABRINA!
Cools.
EAT and enjoy our talks!

HAHA. BLACK BLACK BLACK BLACK!
BLACK TRIBE RULE :D :D :D

2007-12-03T23:25:00.000-08:00

I miss sister nana :(
I miss the mission trippers :(

They will be back soon, on wednesday :D
Looking forward!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PASTOR DANIEL :D :D

entries

2007-11-30T07:23:00.000-08:00

Oh well, I'm blogging. haha! So long already.
Shall talk about what Julia did last friday!
LOL. Seee, this girl wrote an encouragement card to me.

BUT. You see, she bully me -.-

She wrote the words like that Zzzz

HAHA, so in return, I wrote this back to her! :D

HOHO, she gona have a SUPER hard time reading!

See la, bully me. i bully back! LOL.

K, churched on sat :D

And i met up with sab and xue le after that to talk!

Cause xue le is leaving already! to thailand!

Captured our SAME brand SHOES :D

TUESDAY! :D

Morning is just super freaking horrible.

I really dislike hearing people around me to scold vulgars.

And esp for guys! :/

I hope I could just see your true colours.

And never will I work with you again.

I wish, I could turn time back to secondary school days.

I miss zealot peeps in class, i miss the funny times and everything!

Why is it like that? Poly people are just so scheming!

Most people seems to be putting a mask on their face.

Stop being so fake, and never will I be so foolish to believe your words.

I seen your true colours already.

Shooo away those unhappiness.

And thanks yiqin yeah? (: loved plus hugs!

Really love chatting with you on MSN.

SO nice and sweeet of you! :D :D

And she's my telephathy partnerrrr! (:

I went to meet Julia, gillian and shirley!!

Ate and cabbed down to airport!

And yeah,to send the mission trippers off!

Wheeee.

I brought along the cards I made and the sweets for them :D

I guess xue le gona love the double choc chip cookie! (:

LOOK. at this funny video of ZEALOT THREE!

:D HEEE.

Me, mader and sandy! :D (they are missed)

Me and SIEW SIEW ( guess which siew?)

Me and JOEY :D

ME AND DEAREST XUE LE :D :D :D

I Miss her lah! :(

Be back soon, I wana hear great ttm!

Derek and JJ. ( I did not manage to capture the devil stick derek was holding to)

DEREK -.-

ZEALOT THREE! :D :D YAYS

Finally they left and I really miss everyone of them :/

And yeah. We went to eat after that. :D

And this was FELICIA! (:

This is ubeng! HAHA. (act cools*)

JJ :D

This bag was given by stella :D

She's super sweet can?

Leaving to thailand yet giving us this! :D

Lastly, we went to see the plane taking off.

I saw their PLANE! (but not the picture! :X)

WEDNESDAY!

Whoooo.

CELIA mei mei, TWIST LA. I twist yr finger! :X

(LOL!)

Skittlessss colourful eh?

tada :D

Okay, it was thursday! and I had a wedding dinner to attend.

LOL, i just followed my dad and go.

Yeah certain snapshots.

That two glasses were mine! :D

Guess What did i drank? lol.

That was my dad! (: haha.

Seee, so pretty ! :D

And Random! my shoes (:

These are the chocos given during the dinner (:

Schoool on friday!

Gym class was like haha alright, I love the gym ball.

get one for me pleaseee. haha!

But too tiring la, the things he ask us to do :/

Met xavier to transfer songs to his computer.

And met Julia("hua leng") [Oh no, she gona kill me! :X ] after that at mac. :D

Discuss something! hahaha.

SEE, after I shake. lol.

HOHO. coke light is just so acidic!

So many airrrrrr.

HOHO, bye bye! common tests are next week.

Gona study le! :(

2007-11-23T00:46:00.000-08:00

HELLLOOOS :D :D

CARWASH CARWASH!

So fun, haha, gona go on this Sunday again. teehee!

okay, I gona have picture and pictures! :D

This is someone! You know means you know haha!

:D teehee took it randomly!

This one also :D

WEDNESDAY CLASS . MICRO!

And i was so bored that I took these.

My PURPLE nike water bottle!

Look carefully. It was super blur, cause I did not put focus.

If I put got the light then teacher will seee HAHA!

It's M&M, dark choco :D

Presenting, the M&Ms dark chocolate! My FAV.

But celia dun like :X (LOL)

Okay, after school, I decided to go study! STUDY!

So I went buddy. haha, and I studied okay!

My econs notessss :/ :/

Then Julia ended work, and she studied with me.

But ended up, we talk more than study! (HAHA!)

See, take more picture la. I take you also!

So in return, she took this picture!

I like this picture (: NICE :D

See Yvonne presenting ICE CUBES!

(hor hor, slackkk)

This blurred image who. GUESS.

HAHA, you should know whoo.

See, this girl ah, eat and eat! LOL.

Julia with her Twisties!

And she's studying PLUS using hp. LOL.

Reflection of Qin Ching! :D

Haha, A fulfilling day for me on wednesday. Talked to Julia.

Encouraged each other, thank you sister! :D

Yes, you always motivates me to think more and more.

And really helping me get encouraged.

And letting me to have the sense of urgency!

Thank you, sisterrrrr.

Let's CHIONG tgt :D

K, it's thursday! lol.

Well, gona rush out things :/ :/ Projects projects.

But today class ended at 2pm, so, I went to wm and I bought this! :D

Purple cardigan :D

Nice nice nice! :D :D

I went to buy some chocs and snacks for family (:

And went back home feeling contented.

I finally rested and I had my afternoon nap today.

SO happy (LOL!)

Feel rather stagnant now, I must do something about it.

Not letting Satan win. ROAR.

2007-11-16T23:38:00.000-08:00

Met up with ying ying today with sister Nana at church cafe.
Wells, a good talk.
I actually held back my tears, but i allowed it to fall in the end.
I think my eyes are tired.

I felt so uncomfortable for the past few days.
But well, I'm in the process of recovering.
I shall not be easily defeated.

Okay, went dinner with ying.
It was rather nice :D
And thanks for the encouragements, sister!
I feel so comfortable after pouring my heart out.
And thanks so much, i din realise i was just that what you encouraged me.
Dinner was great, but it wasnt full :/
haha! Dinner with you more ya?

Hee, went over to prayer house.
Well, something happened while on the way over.
We two were walking down some ulu path that leads to the overhead bridge.
But, we were like looking from far that the path was a dead path.
So we just climb up from the slope and walk over to the pathway on top.

AS we walk, we realised there were stairs from the ulu pathway to the top pathway.
Well, we were laughing!
However, I learnt something.
Though how much your problems and burdens are, walk through and God will provide a way out.
Just like we walked and we saw the stairs were just in front if only we take a few more steps!
So, its the same, God had it planned, its up to you to walk to the end and allowing God to show you whats next, or escape from it.

That was cool.
Thank you Daddy, yingying, sister Nana and my beloved cell group leader, Ubeng!

2007-11-11T21:12:00.000-08:00

Out of sudden, I feel like I'm a fool.
I'm just nothing.

lyrcis lyrics! :D

2007-11-10T00:53:00.000-08:00

Zoe Girl - The Way You Love Me.

I tried to find You but I didn't know Your name
I searched for love, but I found only pain
I chased the truth, but I only caught the lies
When I searched for beauty
Dirt got in my eyes

And then Your love showed up
And it erased my pain
Lord, You gave it all just to clear my name

Why You love me I cannot understand
How You love me, can't even comprehend
That You want me as broken as I am
I can never repay
The way You love me

The closer that I get to You the smaller this world seems
Deep inside my heart You placed eternity
You gave me room to breathe, a place to get away
Standing in Your presence with a debt I can't repay

There's no high, there's no low
There's no power or control
Nothing's gonna keep me from You

I love the way, the way You love me

Zoe Girl - No You
Feelin' so crazy lately
When it seems that You're not around
The sun and the moon shine bright
But my eyes are all Yours now
Don't know how I lived with out You
I don't remember how it used to feel
Lord, I can't imagine if I had no You to hold me

Where would I go with no You to run to?
No You to hold me when I am afraid?
Who would I be with no You beside me?
I oughta know it by now without You there's no me
Ohhh, there's no me

Lord, when I need You, You're always here
To play through the laughter, love through the tears
And when my heart seems so far away
Into Your arms is where I wanna stay
I try to find the words to tell You
All the things my heart's been telling me
I don't wanna know how it feels to have no You to love me

Where would I go with no You to run to?
No You to hold me when I am afraid?
Where would I be with no You beside me?
I oughtta know it by now without you.

This gona be my prayer to God.
I dun wan to know how it feels to have no YOU to love me.
I just want to seek Him even more.

"the Lord says, "Be strong and courageous, for the Lord Your God is with you always!"
Joshua 1:8

random pictures!

2007-11-04T22:09:00.000-08:00

Thursday.
BCOM clas. Had speech.
Talked about GB :D :D
Then went to bbss watch girls do drill haha!
Then went over to get some food and church for discipleship training.
Met nana and rx to talk about usher.
After that i followed them to go eat at gombak. haha.
Yeah, ate and have fun :D

Friday! :D

Had IS classes. CATS teacher, i think she's some wierd teacher.
Well, then had s&w. Gym. :X
Tiring man. after doing the equipments of training our strength.
Could barely walk properly, cause legs so sore.
back and arms are so painful! :/

Went to office, met nana and ying for discipleship.
I was late :X
Then zealot one having prayer meeting also.
Wells, talked and discuss things in discipleship.
Yups, then went to beauty world with ying to get some food (:

Then sat down and talk. haha!

So i went home after that while she go for leaders meeting.
Bathe and came out. saw waikiat haha! [:
talked to him and he's going for his band practice.
So I went to office, sat outside and wait.
Wait and wait. then darius they all came also to find Andy.
Then, we waited. After that, they went down to mac.
And I sat there. Andrew they all came out.
So I first tot it ended alr. But its not.

Liangzhi talked to me.

"Liang zhi, yes. I will do it okay. In 2 to 3 months time, I will be sitting inside with you! HAHA! :D "

Cont to wait until darius they all came up again.
And finally leaders meeting ended. 10pm.
I waited for one hour. Zzzz.
So we hurried over to church and go over to campus crusade [:
Van was squeezy. haha!
Reached campus crusade. And look at so many boookkkks.
Each of us bought books! I spent $50 plus. [:
For five books! I walked out of the shop happily.

And I bought one book for you.
Bac on van and quak made me angry ROAR.
cause he keep kicking me. Then ying was saying my face so black.
Ying also maddy liao. haha. the whole jouney she was like so HIGH~

So went to go eat after that. Shared with ying. [:
Back to van and headed home.
So ying was like so random.
And say ken quak hand was so long like that.

(picture below!)

Kenquak and Lopez " joined hand" LOL.

This is random!

I reached home at 1plus. Near 2.
Then went online and do some things until 4plus -.-
And next day I woke up at 9am.
Thanks to SIEWSIA :D
Cause she called me to ask me sth. :D :D
If not i will be late!
Reached church at ard 10 (:
Then eat breakfast and then training.
After training, slacked around and talked. Sister nana was super funny.
She used siew sia phone to take picture of herself.
And one inside ying phone but i could not post the picture up here! :X
So this picture :D I took for them.

sister nana, siew sia, ying and ken.

Went to beauty world to buy food (:
Went back church and i din know this guy below used my phone and took picture -.-

KEN LIM!

Next cell group (:
yays. Din joined in for sharing and ice-breaker cause was talking to people.
Then went up for usher.
Yups! They improved i would say :D
Service, watched "FACING THE GIANTS".
Its awesome. Really great. I watch until i cry. Cause its just too touching!
Altar call and i really wana do it.

My old self had die.
Then was doing offerings, then lz took picture Zzzzz.
I left my phone and walked away.
Then both of them took picture and put it as wallpaper!

Liangzhi & shermin :D

Now he starts to zi-lian liao. HAHA!

Okay after that, liang zhi issnt man enough.
When i say the table have to bring downstairs.
He was saying, my hands suddenly pain lei. -.-
So i carried it down instead. lol.
Its heavy and I'm watching every step I take.
And I was shouting~ " lz hands broken alr"

Then kenquak heard and asked why. lol.
And it's RA okay. Ronald never wear his shirt -.-
I never see dao his body, only his shoulders.
K, went over to Azhar to makan!
With lz, beng, ken lim, ongnei, weida, yvonne.
Then shermin came :D
talked and look at the picture (:

Yvonne, ongnei and beng.

This is my handphone! :D
LOL!

Wei Da and shermin! HAHA.

Ken lim & Liang zhi. HAHA.

I actually got video of them. It's like so funnnny.
but haha. not gona put it up!

Yay. books [: HAPPY GIRL!

2007-10-31T01:16:00.000-07:00

I found some cool videos at you tube.
Xavier showed me the first one. And I went on searching.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74c8nFNPkD0

okay. i could not paste the code from youtube.
so i leave this link. Go take a look at it (:
And from there, search more (:

Next, lopez showed me this video :D
And it's nice!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68q8y5nkdPo

I'm not going to stop until You bring me home.
Also, neither would I give up this relationship with (you).
I hope you still want to.

swaynessssss.

2007-10-30T00:41:00.000-07:00

Monday Swayness ? lol.
Today was like so :/ for me.

And last last wed, i lost my ezlink card.
But I managed to find it back (:
But then..
Last monday i lost my ez-link.
I officially lost it. I couldnt find it back.
I was searching frantically for my card and i was late for work :X
Goodness.
I gave up after so many attempts of calling and walking round the school.
I called and terminate my ez-link card.

Alrights, And today. I ALMOST lost my whole wallet.
Oh goodness, I'm such a muddle head.
I keep forgetting things and misplacing things! :/
I alighted from the bus and i began to search for my wallet.
Then i began to panick and i walked briskly to the bus interchange.
But thankfully, I found back my wallet.
If not, I would not know what to do cause it got all my IMPT cards inside.

Okay I worked and was on my way back.
I boarded 189 from clementi interchange.
And liang zhi called me after when I was reaching interchange.
Then as I was on phone with him with the earphones; phone on my hand, I was half wearing my jackets, holding to my laptop and I alighted from the bus when I reach.
And I dunnoe why and what happen? I fell down in front of people -.-
It's soooo unglam :X :X

Then worst, i failed to protect my laptop when i fell. -.-
lol. I could not forget the scene where there was a lound boom and people eyes were on me ;x
RARR. Its super PAISEH!
K, Enuf of my monday swaynessss~

Alrights, next. This portion is meant for you.
I hope you will read it.
I hope you saw my sms last night.
And I'm really sorry about this. Really from the bottom of my heart.
I really can say, I love you alot. Really love you alot.
But I dun do this on purpose to disappoint you and make you angry and lose this trust.
I told A cause I wanted to protect you.
But I guess I protected you in the wrong way.

I'm still looking forward for your reply.
I hope you give me this chance again to build on this relationship again.

And this is meant for him.
So okay, I'm finally out of my stubborn-ness.
Dun made me disappointed with you again. Cause I love you, brother!
hahaha!

Wept, Mourn, Fast, Pray.
Its how crucial they are. stop trying, start trusting!
AFG- ALL FOR GOD!

2007-10-29T15:16:00.000-07:00

I would want to say, my previous post was not meant for her.
But meant for him.

I'm not in the right mood today.
I'm so much ___by so many things.

okay, enough of all these.
I'm gona get things done.

I'm not going to stip until You take me home with You.

2007-10-26T22:59:00.000-07:00

DISAPPOINTED.
Utterly disappointed.

2007-10-24T13:11:00.000-07:00

Sigh.

School was tiring for me. I really dread going to school now.
I got to get used to getting up in the morning at 745 or earlier.
I got to sleep early if not next day I will be tired :/
Alrights. Its the second week alr.
I gotta learn to enjoy school and do my homework and own revision.

Got so many things for me to do.
Yet feel super lazy :/

Something issnt going on right.
Gona pray hard alr. I'm afraid its misunderstandings.
I hope things are fine.

I'm gona stop here alr. I really dunnoe what to blog.
And I'm not in the mood too.

"Daddy. Daddy. I'm not gona care about it anymore.
I'm gona run to You. And watever burdens I'm holding on, be lifted up.
Let it be lifted up.
Tired :/ "

2007-10-21T02:52:00.000-07:00

DEVOTION

I've been running trying to be one who sees
I've been working salvation out of my knees
There is nothing better than knowing
We are redeemed

I'm believing trusting in creative hands
I am praying for our world to bow to Your plan
And this one thought is unmistakeable
I take up my cross and follow You lord

Chorus
When You stand the tall trees and mountains bow
When You speak the fiercest of oceans is still
And I see sinners seek devotion
The lost become chosen
And I fall to my knees

I'm forgiven by a Saviour who did not deserve death
He was blameless, I was lost in shamefulness
I'm delivered but it doesn't seem right
Unless I keep my eyes focused on the Saviour who gave His life

In the middle of a world that denies it believes
It is breaking apart at the very seams
In this one thing to be alive for
And it's to take up my cross and follow You Lord

Iwill take up my cross and
Follow Lord where You lead me
I will take up my cross
and follow wherever You go

2007-10-21T00:41:00.000-07:00

Wells, Would you dare to DREAM BIG for God?
I don't know what I'm thinking.
Just so many random thoughts flashing over my mind.
Why this, why that? How come this and that?

I don't want to be contented with what I got in my hands.
I want more. I want to dream BIG. I want MORE & MORE.
But I wouldnt dare to dream big.

I'm losing my confidence in so many things.
I'm afraid of so many things.
I see people rising up, bypassing me. Yet I see myself still here, not moving?
I do not want to stay at where I am.
Lord, would you bring me higher? Would You mould me to be the one You want me to be?
I don't want to stay here. I want to go further.
I want to learn to dream BIG for You.

No more discouragements for me please.
No more sadness for me please.
No more bad thoughts for me, please.

I shalln't be contented with what I got.
I must achieve my goals.
Daddy, You be my comforter! [:
Indeed you are awesome.

2007-10-17T00:52:00.000-07:00

LOL. tio-ed tagged by meimei. HAHA. so I'm doing it (:

Terrible Twos

Two Names You Go By:
- Siew Ling
- Hazel

Two Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
- T-shirt.
- Shorts.

Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
- SLEEP. :D (sleep is love HAHA!).
- Use computer.

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The Moment:
- One more pair of black jeans or pants.
- My pay (Coming soon!)

Two favourite brand of clothes:
- No particular one. LOL.

Two things you did last night:
- Msn with people [:
- SLEEP. (HAHA)

Two things you ate today:
- Curry Chicken noodles :D
- EXTRA DARK CHOCO [72% cacco]

Two people you Last Talked To:
- My Mama (verbally)
- My brother (verbally)

Two Things You're gonna do tomorrow:
- Lecture in the morning :X :X
- Work then prayer meeting :D :D :D

Two Favorite Holidays:
- Christmas (:
- Chinese new year :D

Two favorite beverages:
- COKE/ COKE LIGHT with SALT :D :D
- Green Tea

Two favorite TV shows:
- I rarely watch tv nowadays (HAHA)

Two favorite foods:
- Hazelnuts for me please [:
- SOUR SOUR food (yays!)

Two of your least favorite things to do:
- Work ( cause its tiring :X)
- Waking up early for SCHOOL! (OH NO! :X :X)

Two things you want to do before you die:
- Reaching out to as many people around me.
- Confess my love to people [: ( HAHA)

Two persons you want to tag to do this:
- XUE LE
- SABRINA ( i know this lazy pig wun do HAAHAHAH! but dun care, DO :D)

Okay. School started :X
Oh man. But haha! first week only. Just lectures.
But next week gona have tutorial already.
So I must start to sleep early le.
If not I will be super tired the next morning. haha!
Okay.

Gonna dwell in His presence even more :D
Depending on Him to overcome everything.
Isaac, Isaac. You gona be gone soon [:
My mind says so, but heart seems difficult.
But I know I can, only with Daddy (:

2007-10-14T15:38:00.000-07:00

Encounter with God was awesome yesterday.
Then I realised so many many things I hide before God.
So many things.
Saying one thing, yet not on the practical.
He made me realised so many things ytd.

I felt this poking pain in my heart.
The thoughts of so many things keep flashing thr.
Struggled during that period of time.
Letting go or not.
I prayed and teared, prayed and teared.
Non stop, my tears, my heart just poured out.
My knee went down before Him, feeling so sorry for the things I done.
Feeling sorry for what my heart was given to something else.
Breakthrough was half way; Cause I know what I must do.
I know where I stand.

Distraction, thoughts, my heart.
I know if i overcome these, there are so many things I am able to do!

Unaware of everything, Knowing You're aware of me.

lz's birthday

2007-10-07T23:45:00.000-07:00

Wells, back here people :D
I'm lazy to update nowadays. cause I'm so tired.
haha. Alrights. I wouldnt want to miss this. So take a look at it! :D
I only took one video. very short only.
But lets take a look at it :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY.

LIANGZHI! :D

His birthday is on 3Oct.
My area leader :D yes. LIANGZHI.
And Really wana thank him for everything.
And things we gone thr tgt and stuffs.
And talks, serious talks. (haha! I'm afraid of talks with you)

He's been a nerd. lol!

His cat. (it bite me before LOL)

And i found this picture rather cute. HAHA!

Yeah. thanks so much for everything.
The effort placed in us.
The time spent with us.
Prayers that covered us.
The help provided to us.
The comfort given to us.
The concern and care that never fails.
The sharings you shared.
The teachings you taught.
The encouragements you gave.
Your everything, tgt with God.
It's been awesome! :D

I love my area leader, brother Yoong Liang Zhi!

Yeah. The planning, it was so not easy.
But still wana thank Qin ching for her great effort for the video :D
Yeah. we planned throut the week.
Purpose is to make him feel zealot pple forgot his birthday and a BIG surprise for him on sat.
HAHA. So we coordinate with brother RX and sister Nana.
HOHO. and we came up with many storyline.
And plan our ' tai ci ' the night before.

Yeah. Gathered at church office. Waited for lz to come.
So everyone got into formation. :D (2 straight pathways)
After that, we were finding help to set up the projection. ( it's really urgent) haha.
so sister nana met lz at church to talk to him. haha!
And its super funny. nana talked some serious stuffs with him.
But the thing is when he stepped into church, he was like how come no zealot pple?
He thought everyone zhao fan him LOL!

And he called the kenquak, derek and ubeng.
den he called xue le (but she din pick up), den called me.
So i told him, "cg at church office ,you dunnoe meh? "
And bla bla bla. (yes thankfully he was convinced by this, " rx says cell grp at church office, he never tell you meh? I tot he did, all the cgl noes."
He just smell sth fishy before knowing its Rx who plan zealot to be at office.

So he just came over to office. Open the door.
He was SHOCKED!! YES.
His SHOCKED FACE. LOL!
HE was just so stunned.
Yeah. Sang song for him, and thank him for everything.
den the video. ( actually its to show everyone, but there's prob with the projection)
So only laptop for lz. haha. But never mind, I shall get one from qc.
So whoeevr wana see, ask me? haha! :D

Alrights. churched after that.
Yes, I shall talk about sermon.
Coolness. God spoke to me once again.
I must give up "issac" in my life. ( I dun wan to eat too much "junk food" and when i come to the main dish, I'm full")
And, I'm really convicted by God. Be a true worshipper by heart, not by name.
He showed me five aspects, " family, relationships, love, money, life"
Yeah. I gona hear from God on these even more :D :D

Yeah. I'm off (:

2007-09-30T23:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIDEON :D

CHEERS!

I gona blog. yes. I'm back here to blog after a looonnnngg time :X
Had church ytd, encounter with God was great!
cell grp was nice, but i hurt my legs the previous day, (i got blisters everywhere my feets :/)
Yups. yvonne sister came :D sweet little girl!
ice breaker was funnn :D :D
disciplsehip was good. Cause they were receptive. yays.

K, service was just awesome.
And it's really cool. I was sitting in front with cell grp la :D
Its been years i sit with them. ( I miss sitting with them! HAHA)
Yups. And it's surely wierd cause its been years i sit in front with so many pple ard me.
I gona get used to it :D
k, next, sermon. everyone was really quiet and listening to the sermon.
I caught God's blessing, so did you?

"talents is cheap, worship is costly" Giving up something you held so much dearly for God's best.
Wow. difficult yet you want to do it!
Cause i'm holding something I held so dearly.
And I'm telling God, I wana give up on that thing.
Cause His blessings are always wonderful!
And if i dun give up, I'm just like limiting God, His blessings.
So many things went thr my mind, I kept thinking alot.

Okay. And after that, we had altar call.
Wow. His presence was so strong, couldnt help to kneel down and i began to tear.
This desire and hunger to know Him even more and to get closer to Him was strong.
I teared,
He is telling me, "express your love to me" It's been flashing in my mind so many times. And the word genuine came. BE GENUINE!
Cooolnees, I know wats about. yes. [:

And the last part I struggled about whether I should really let go completely and put my focus back on God completely.
And I keep praying and thinking, And i felt this conviction.
And I began to lift my hands, cause I was ready.
Wow. It flashes back to the time, zealot chalet and encounter retreat.
Awesome. I wouldnt want to stop worshipping.
So much more to say, to do.
I gona not stop here at church, but I gona bring worship out :D

hees. feedbacks of nicole and yvonne was WHOO.
nice :D i know all of us encounter God. Bring this encounter back home alrights!
And yes. nicole, stay strong. yups. really nice to share things!
let's share more :D :D love you loads, girl!
And yes. my beloved secondary peeps! STUDY HARD for exams! :D

I was sleeping last night not on my bed but on the floor. haha!
yes, super cold, and my legs hurts alot.(cause of the blisters :X)
Morning beng and lz called me lol.
And I went down for cafe duty heeeees :D
Reached ard 940am. and I had blisters on my feets so i wore sandals.
yups was fun today! :D whoos.
Was runner. and dryer HAHA.
Den break time. yays. I wan food LOL.
Den sat down with ubeng actually. den he left. And pastor was sitting with us. haha.
With weiwei and rosaline. Yeah.
Enjoyed the talk. Really nice :D hees!
Back to stand by again. haha!
And yes shift chairs HOHO! did clear up and off :D

den went over to rooftop with julia and celia haha!
talked and I went home after that.
And I got some crazy idea to take a long journey bus LOL.
But i din, cause I wana my guitar at home.
yeah. I'm off.

Be A SPIRITUAL WOMAN!

Debra,
this is for you. Cheer up! Dun get upset by this. definately, God's blessings are more!
Be strong and courageous! :D i love you sister! cheers.

alone

2007-09-25T11:34:00.000-07:00

Yeah.
A SPIRITUAL WOMAN.
GOD-FEARING WOMAN.

take me as you find me.
Daddy, I'm determined to walk this journey with You.

Time for the real new me, the old to be out.
Let me take a walk out alone, to breathe in new fresh air.
Renewing me, Daddy.

And this desire to go to beach alone,
to go to shopping alone,
to be alone for the whole day got stronger.
( i'm not emo-ing. I feel I need a time like this for me)

hees

2007-09-19T02:01:00.000-07:00

YAYS. update :D
Had our gathering on sat after service.
wow. talked, shared. we gona haf more okay :D
heees.

Yups. Thanks! I gotten my guitar alr.
I gona learn alrights. And yes. be a guitarist in cell grp LOL!
that gona be cools :D :D :D

yups. off. tired. hahahaha.

Opss. i was late. their birthday on 18 sep.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNI, ANLIANG.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TENG TENG.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIN RUI NU ER :D :D :D

2007-09-14T01:22:00.000-07:00

Crap. I din mean that okay.
Making me feeling ROARRRR.
I'm jus saying careful. :/
And not mean anything else bad okay.

quiz :D

2007-09-14T00:37:00.000-07:00

Alrights alrights (:
I gona do the quiz requested by hannah and shu fen :D
hees.

List out your top 5 birthday presents u wish for:
- Salvations of friends, family, pple ard me (:
- Seeing my core becoming cell grp (haha. really!)
- To go for missions yearly (: (: (:
- I wana more accessories :D
- It's enough, God's blessings always more than enough :D

1. The person who tagged are:
HANNAH & SHU FEN.

2. Your relationship w them are:
FRIENDS, same school too (:

3. Your 5 impressions of them:
- Hannah: Always smiling, cheerful, can talk alot with you, shopping queen,
- Shu fen: Cheerful, shopping queen too, sometimes quiet,

4. The most memorable thing they had done for you:
hm, not very sure actually. Maybe they asked me to do this quiz? cos i din really expect they will put my name down in their list. (:

5. The most memorable words that they have said to u:
hees, so far no. but there will be? heeee.

6. If they become your lover, you will?:
o.O that will be like cools. (lovers as friends)

7. If they are your lovers, what they have to improve on:
lol, i dunnoe.

8. If they become your enemies, you will? :
erts. diao. it wun and never gona happen.

9. If they become your enemies, the reason is:
Nah, there wun be any chances :D

10. The most desire thing you would like to do for her now is? :
Well, saying i love them :D (cos i never say that to them before)

11. Your overall impression of them:
Haha! They are shopping queens (: and they are really nice :D They always smile and are cheerful! :D

12. How do you think people around u will feel about u:
Well, I'm not sure. tell me? lol!

13. The character u love about yourself is:
I love for what Daddy had created me :D

14. On the contrary, what character u hate about yourself:
Well,Daddy creation is good enough. Why would I wana hate about myself? (Maybe impatient, needed to be changed)

15. The most ideal person I would like to be:
I wana be little JESUS :D

16. For the people who cared & liked you say something to them:
hees. LOVE you peeps! :D cheers!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that u wish to know how they feel about u.
-Xue le
-Sabrina
-Celia meimei! (lol!)
-Julia
-Shu ee
-Qin Ching
-Nicole
-Wei wei
-Wee Kiat
-Anyone :D

hees:D finally done! yups! and i'm tired. whoos.
And results out soon :/
roar. Daddy, teach me how.
it's Your agenda i'm working on, not mine!

2007-09-11T00:55:00.000-07:00

Back to update. K, so sat. I was super tired la!
I woke up at ard 9plus :/ and made a call.
HAHA. sorry. i was late :X (becos i never set alarm)
after that, went online. And use online smses, cos my card no value alr. :(
After that prepare the discipleship for cg.

Yups. bathe and packed. Den went out at 11plus.
Was on the way to the coffee shop and saw ronald they all. (HAHA)
so qiao la. And I jus get to know alex live near my house. HAHAHA.
Den after that, went to church. Slacked ard here and there.
Actually wanted to go over to tuition. But den, it was alr like 1pm le.
Julia smsed me and den never go.
So ended up at mac, den julia and ching came :D
Den the guys left. So, jus slacked ard.
After that, went over to church. talked abt some stuffs.

Den had cell grp. Cell grp forfeit is SUPER FUNNY!
I was like HAHAHA-ing.
And its super creative! alrights. moving on to discipleship. I gues was alrights :D
I hope victoria could come next week. becos i wana share things with them :D
Yays. Den had service after that.
Honestly speaking, I was super tired. but not as tired as you.
lol. Learn about failure. So when i fall, I pick up and learn. :D
And failure wasnt really sth that holds me back.
But more of fears? haha.
After that, I stayed in church. Talked to mader and nicole.
So nice. They were discussing about my earings! lol.
Shiny one. den got blue, purple, green, bla bla. HAHA.

After that, saw acts 2 singing birthday song for dunnoe who. -.- ( i gues is Hanyang?)
Den after that I saw zealot one singing birthday song for quak.
And they were funny. Made him eat grass and trees -.-
Den I saw that cute little donald duck with the cake.
It's super cute! HAHA. Yups, me and chewy gave him his present.
Den after that, i was thinking if i should still go over rooftop.
Cause, it's like quite late. and ended up i went over there.
lol (:
Went to mac with chewy, ongnei, yvonne and sandy.
I got one nu er. YVONNE :D :D

Did many funny things! HAHA.
And talk many things also. hees.
After that ongnei went home with me and i shared to him my stuffs.
yups. went home after that. Den i slept with my laptop on for 4 hours -.-

Sunday i was late! ROAR. Julia and ching called me. (bt i was slping :X :X)
So i reach church quite late. hees.
ard 9am. yups. FUND RAISING! HAHA
We were the car wash team. we are the CARPET TEAM with julia and zhen ke!
WAHAHAHA. we went crazy with the carpets!
Making some funny sounds with the carpets when we hit against the object.
Had fun but was super tired! :X
Had lunch :D hees. i dunnoe who bought for us. but THANKYOU!
Den i went to bishan with celia. And i bought one pouch. :D
RED colour one.
and i went over to ask if the shop could allow us to exchange the shirts sizes and stuffs.
I was super drained out on sunday :/

On my way back, saw jieting on bus. :D
K, i'm off now. byes. I'm tired and i need sleep!

chalet updates (:

2007-09-09T23:39:00.000-07:00

Today i gona be LONG WIDED! (make sure u read la. haha!)
Back to update on bbss 5N1 2006 class chalet :D
Met up with some of them to go. But ended up we were late :X
So me, sab and xl took train to pasir ris ourselves.
Yups! Finally reached, realised only less than 9 pple there only.
haha. So we took bus over to our chalet, costa sands.
Reached and den everyone rested :D

Yeah. den more pple began to come at night.
We were playing some funny games. :D
All of us enjoyed (: haha!

There were 17 pple only. kinda less.
Sab, Xue le, ken lim, Hui min, kenneth, Pei qi, steph, fy, danny, emmanuel, quak, xue wen, li ping, aloy, liling, jaime, me.
Den we began taking pictures la :D
Den the guys busy playing their games -.-
Cos kenneth brought his play station. lol.

Steph and me (:

Hui min :D and Me

me, sab, xue le and peiqi (:

Sab, xue le, me & fy ( haha!)

From this you can see how busy they were -.-

We ate our dinner alr la. So some of them went out to eat.
And we jus talked and crap inside the small chalet.
Den fy and xl started to play some fun games inside steph's laptop.
Den all crazy over the game HAHA!
And pei qi was super cute la! quak played and he got 1st for the race.
Den peiqi entered her name. lol.
Yups. were super tired. :/ i slept beside fy and both of us couldnt get to slp.
ROAR. in the end woke up to play card games with some of them.
And we saw emmanuel, super funny.
I commented that he looked like some mama shop uncle looking after his shop.
He was seated beside one table and he was wearing specs. it's super funny!
So play card games until super tired. wana slp alr.
But ROAR. Jus cant get to sleep.
In the end. me and xl went to bathe. :D
Cos it was morning alr, ard 7plus.
Den went to do qt plus chit chat. (:

Okay. it was the second day of chalet.
We were tired la. So some of them stayed inside and slp.
Some of us went out to eat breakfast.
After eating. my eyes were like closing -.-
Super tired! Went back. hop onto the bed. and sleep after that. :D
But too bad la, could not get to sleep. Just managed to rest only.
They were playing cards. some playing play station.

After that, they decided to go out.
So yeah. Went out with them in the afternoon.
So there were four tickets, so the four of us went.
xue wen, li ping, xue le and me.
We went to escape :D
And shu ee came. and she was slping inside the room with lazy sab!
TADA. pictures says everything (:

US :D but only could see xue wen eyes.

So the guy took it for us :D

YEAH. me and xl. :D

We had lotsa fun :D I got phobia of the go kart. :(
But ended up, i feel like vomiting :/
Went back to chalet. Everyone inside were like half dead -.-
All resting, sleepin, watching tv.
Den after that, we four went to bathe. haha :D
Came back. saw wilson. and they started their BBQ-ing.
the great chef is with us LOL. (wilson)

Ate and talked and haf fun :D HAHA!
Den some of them suddenly wanted to leave on that night -.-
So we took pictures :D
Here our class picture. ( jus half of the class HAHA)

I miss 5N1. ;D

Ended up, left 8 of us. :/
me, xue le, sab, kenlim, quak, aloy, jaime and liling.
haha. and we got space to slp. LOL.
We slacked inside the room. watch tv and stuffs.
After that 5 of us went out. to eat.
So sab xl and kenlim were inside the room.
Yups. i din eat. jus wanted to get some drinks.
So talked. (: after they eat finish, i was alr half asleep.
Went back and den rested, and sleep.
Sab and xl alr slping le. HAHA.
after that, tried to sleep. but irritating quak keep disturbing. ROAR.
in the end, all of us fell asleep HAHA. too tired alr!

Second day, nobody wans to wake up. HAHA.
All of us were like super tired. So i was the last few to wake up la.
Den packed and check out.
Went to eat breakfast cum lunch at white sands.
Den took train and change to bus and go over to prayer hse for the kids tuition. haha!
So tired after that. slacked with julia and ching after that. den went home.

Thursday got work.:/
den went over to church cafe for discipleship training.
Yups. After that, I went down to bishan to find chewy.
Went to see some stuffs and buy present.
Den talked to him. hees :D was nice!
Den went home after that.

Friday! I was to go over to suntec to take injection la :X
Typhoid. I had to go. So morning. went to bb driving center awhile.
then went to find lz and celia alr. Cos they two acc me to go take jab.
den took 61. super long journey. Sorry lz, we should haf taken 77 HAHA!
After that. it was like 1230pm alr. and they close their clinic for lunch -.- ROAR.
Ended up we went to eat. den both of them left after that. :(
But understandable why they need to leave.

I was alone after that :/ Bored. So took out my hp and sms.
Went to shop for earings! (HAHA)
Den while i was reaching alr, i was super scared and nervous la!
And the jab was like painful when the needle was taken out :(
It hurts after that. i'm super scared pple will jus bang onto my hand.
Went down to prayer house for the kid's tuition.
It's like super funny. fel's maths qns required ard 10 plus pple to solve -.-

After that, i got discipleship with sister nana and ying (:
Den we talk abt certain things. thankyou for the chocos :D
Went to church office after that. HAHA.
actually ying was supposed to study.
Ended up, we sat outside and talked. haha!
den left with the leaders, after their trainings.
Yups. Went home and i slept late.

Some pple bug me to slp early for some reason.
Ended up, i slept late and i woke up late the next morning. (cos i did not set alarm, and you diden call me to wake me up)
Alrights. i shall cont tmr or when I'm free.
I'm tired :/ Off (: byes!

ALSO. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LEONARD!

2007-09-07T02:34:00.000-07:00

HAHA. yups. i gona update soon alr.
sorry pple. I'm lazy and tired to update.
i will be back asap :D HEES!

And. And. And.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY
QUAK OISHI KEN.
LOL~ go learn yr driving la. ROAR.

tada.

2007-08-28T01:26:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SABRINA!!! WAHAHAHAHAS :D

TADA. SWEET CANDLES made by me :D

SPECIALLY FOR CG PEEPS :D

LALAALA :D

Its the LOVE of cell grp. ZEALOT THREE!

Yups. here to update. I did these candles for my beloved cg peeps on friday morning.
After that I went out to meet sab to go ECP.
A long journey to ECP. whoos.
But the long journey=good time of talking. :D
Den we went over to mac to buy food and sat by the rock on the beach to eat (:
romantic uh. Talked. took pictures.
But. sab la. haven upload. wahas!
Talked and have fun hahaah! i miss the time out with her. :/

After that we went to find the BBQ pit. ha.
Whoos. we din eat the food anyway. I went there to talk to pple.
And catch up with them, really long time din see them. haha.
Talked and crapped. lol.
After that, we left at ard 10plus near 11 with the guys.
did something lame -.- lol.
Becos we could not find the bus stop! hahaha.
den manage to take the last train. (:
Wanted to sleep la. But den jus cant :/
Alighted at batok station ard 1230am. haha.
Yups, there is still bus back. If not i will need to walk home -.-

SATURDAY! went for job interview with celia pei-ing me (: haha!
Yups. den rushed over to church after that with ghimmy cos we saw him at clementi bus stop.
cellgrp. I was glad that bryan and changxin came today!
And yvonne came too (: And James. :D wahahas.
so cools.
Den there was a change. It was discipleship. haha.
we talked and stuffs. (:
Service was cools. haha! the sermon really do speak to many pple.
And I gain sth from it! DOUBT IS THE OPPORTUNITY OF FAITH! :D
how cool is that! lol. Den quickly usher debrief. and den went over to find my cell grp mates at roof top! hahaa. I gona spend time with them.
hms. so i talked and haf some fun with them (:
I gona spend more time with them next week :D :D

Left. went to westmall for awhile.
den me and weikun and sab began to chat wahahs.
Den sab left. so i chatted with weikun for ard 2 hours? lol
it's long. wahahas. talked alot of things ah. den jiu feel so much better (: thanks ongnei!
*KNOCKS*

SUNDAY. yeah! :D shopping with julia :D
Went to bugis. shopped. She bought her stuffs and i bought one bag! lol.
:/ opps. i keep buying bag haha.
Hmms. den julia bag is like so cheap and bigger than mine.
Den my bag is small and more ex than her -.- LOL.
(julia, lol. yeah. here i am saying abt it.wahahs)
den went to timah. walked ard. haha! and saw some malay costumes. SUPER NICE!
hahaha. it's malay wedding anyway. lol.

went to buddy and slcked there. den i left cos julia went to work (:
Went to hunt for my black shoes -.- my working shoes.
Den was having a terrible headache.
And I 'm having a bad headache and sorethroat :/
pray for me (: whoos. thank God for everything!

2007-08-23T00:33:00.000-07:00

HEY HEY. I'm back here to blog!
Cools. I was off to study for my exams for past one week. HAHA.

Yups. my exams finally ended! :D
And wat's up next? HOLIDAYS! and china mission trip please.
I hope I could go. And i haven ask my parents yet :X

Anyway, the past one week wasnt good for me.
As in studying wasnt good for me :X
I din get enought sleep everyday. :(
And super tiring! But i managed to study and I really wana thank God for giving me strength (:
And wisdom to study! coolness :D
I'm trusting Daddy my results!
I was sick :( caught up with flu on sunday at buddy.
While wei was teaching me POA. I was sneezing all away straight.
whoos. And i came home with a super bad flu and headache.

But thank God. i was completely healed the next day
How awesome! i din eat any medicine. but i jus prayed (:
and pple prayed for me :D

Okay. my papers were killer for me? some if it.
haha. but i done my best alr (: so now i shall do more constructive things!
I gona plan things to do. for cell grp :D
And i gona do many things. and i'm gona work next monday.
haha. gona spend my time wisely.
And i gona go out with my cg girls :D
yes! go have fun, shop shop! and also with many pple la :D

And i went shopping with celia on tuesday after my poa paper!
haha :D And we bought things.
She bought more things but spend lesser by $0.40 :X
-.- i bought two pants. one half pants, the other black jeans. (: haha!

Alrights. i gona buy belt too :D i saw the belt. super nice la.
If there is GOLD. haha! i sure buy :D
Alrights i wana buy purse also!
haha. really gona buy la. those cheap cheap one. :D
Yups. after that went to meet julia. haha.
Pei her study :D den talk also (:
go walk ard and stuffs.
yups. now everyone free from exams. except ongnei and quak! wahahs.
OPPS. okay i'm off liao. haha!

And weiwei! if u are reading! I wana say THANKYOUS.
For meeting me and teaching me POA. really thanks. alot alot :D

2007-08-13T02:20:00.000-07:00

Yups! Friday.

I went out to study in the afternoon. And my mum was nagging at me :X

I reached church cafe at ard 3pm. haha!

Studied a very little bit of POA. Den 4pm had training (:

Yups. Learn about discipleship. Yups. Enjoyed listening and learning!

Talked and really haf fun! hehe.

After that, the cell grp leaders came. Oh well. they got dinner.

So nice la! haha. Yups, Julia keep calling quak her papa -.-

Cos we learn abt our spiritual parents. wahaha!

yeah, talked to ubeng [:

After that left. Cos i told my mum I will go home ard evening time.

So reached home ard 7plus alr. And she's like nagging. lol!

Saturday! :D

Church. yups. I cant go church early.

So i left with my brother to church ard 1plus.

When on my way to buy fruits, saw julia and den we went up to rooftop to eat.

Den julia de papa come. -.- LOL!

My brother was eating, and i bought fruits to eat. haha!

Den after that, left for church.

And i'm not rushing -.- lol. is my brother. haha. he walk super fast la!

Reach church, went up to level 2. cell grp up there! :D

But very noisy. And I hafta go ard telling the cgl abt the masking tapes on floor.

Yups. ice breaker was fun right! WAHAHS. :D

Cos plan by me. lol.

Sharing, [: reminded me of wat sister nana told me! hehe.

I was feelin super hungry after that.I got weikun to buy food for me.

And in the end he lazy get weida to buy. lol!

Ate and went up for usher :D

I was downstairs with noel. haha! WARM! and whoo. got korea pple lei!

Next, open the barrier. And the pple rushed up! -.- WHOO.

we were like AH. lol. quick RUN.

Service was great! :D topic really needed for me! cos i easily discouraged.

But now i dun alr! haha [:

It was like real HIGH! :D really dancing becos i'm JOYFUL!

Yups, after that. the most disliked thing, shift chairs :x

no, is move and place the chairs back. It's tiring.

after that, I went down and settle the GB cards with lishan (:

Den realise que poles not returned. So i get xue le to help me return with me [:

Den while waiting for the lift, we took picture!

TAKE ONE!

After that, quak came. But we alr took the picture. So he cannot disturb us.

WAHAHS! I shall reveal quak not being a gentleman! LOL.

The lift door open, que pole was beside xue le.

Den there are pple inside the lift, so we move aside.

Quak took the que pole and place one side. After that, he place it back to the place and went inside the lift -.-

So xue le was like RAR~ haha. den xue le took it and put inside the lift. lol.

quak was saying he dunnoe we wan put inside the lift. lol.

Yups, I place it back inside (: haha.

HOHO. talked to lz awhile and i found xue le de card! WHEES. [:

Xue le love me loads!

On the way down, TAKE TWO! :D

After that left and took bus home. din go over rooftop cos cg not there le :X

Yups. took 173 with zealot one pple.

Li bin is bad! RAR. cos he was patting on the seats and many dusts flew up. -.-

We were like busily covering our nose and mouth. LOL.

Havoc with ying mei after they left. den we ganged up against xue le! wahahs [:

Den went westmall. BUBBLE TEA. HEHE! :D

And home after that.

Sunday.

BORING DAY. I din study la :X die le. celia coming after me with knife :/

so i must RUN wahahs! yups. my cousins came today. and today i feel like i'm a pig.

Sleep and eat. hahaha!

nothing alr. OFF :D

2007-08-10T01:27:00.000-07:00

Tuesday. Long day for me :X
I went out in the afternoon ard 2plus to meet sister nana at buddy.
Had discipleship with her [: Talked and i got very encouraged!
weiwei was over the next table and we din even noe lol
For the past one hour she had been sitting there lol.
So cute la. yups, finished our discipleship ; den jiu go over to westmall to meet cell grp.
For meeting. haha. :D Talked and mention some stuffs.

Yups, after that, i went back home to take my laptop adapter.
LOL. just for quak la. -.-
Den go back westmall to haf meeting again, this time is usher haha.
Talked until quite late and i super hungry :X Rar, rar.
And I guess quak was in need of my laptop. LOL.
k, shall skip the part la. Next, finished meeting haha.
So they went home. Waited for quak to pass him my PRECIOUS laptop and adapter. lol.
talked and den left after that. haha.
And it was a bad night after that.
Yups, some pple noe abt it.
dun wana mention le.

Wednesday :D
hahaha. got lessons in the morning. kinda revison lessons.
Met up with julia. den went atrium, saw many fancy stuffs SO nice! :D
Julia bought a white shirt. lol. So nice la. haha!
Went to take 61 to city hall Zzz.
Tired and we over stop -.- so walked back.
den meet the person to get the shirts we ordered and pay after that (:
YAYS. Let's see me and julia's one.
Cos ours are the same LOL.

Firstly, it's wrapped inside a 'food' container which caught my attention alot!

And READ! it's sweet lah. haha [:

This is the container with my shirt inside! :D

The design of shirt. whee. I CAN FACE TML!
(becos HE LIVES) this is behind, but i din take pic :x

[: so nice lah! :D and look, my laptop! LOL.

So we embarked on our shopping journey -.-
We went to toilet first. And HAHA. something funny happen! LOL!
("julia, it's super funny la.walk until there hahaha")
So we walked to the church outside city hall mrt.
Went in, wells. hehe.
Next went over to see guitars. RAR. weikun, i wan guitar! haha (:
Den walked and see see.
Went over to bugis after that. lol.
went to see her adidas watch.
Den walk over at bugis. Saw the black jeans, i wan buy; saw watch; saw clothes; saw shoes; saw many many attractive things la!
BUT i din buy anything :X

Walked and leg painful. So after that we went to OG.
Walked and see many nice clothings!
I want my formal shirt! :X hahaha.
Julia love that dress right. haha. purple one.
After that, we really do crazy stuffs. went up kids section and play like mad.
hehehe. super fun can.
Went to eat KFC. lol. yups and den go back to shop, jus last min decision.
haha! walked and ahh, tempted to buy watch.
In the end we left haha. den took 170 to Timah. And we talked alot of things.
lol. [: den go over to batok. And I went home.

I love that shirt alot la! :D hehe.
Buy more shirts (:

Thursday.
Went for fast and pray today at church! :D
Was great, awesome. God began to touch me once again.
And I began to tear. I prayed for my family, really hard.
We prayed for alot of things. Really alot.
wow, feel refreshed (: one thing God wans me to do is keep HIM involved in eveything I do.

Yups, though abit tiring, but still great :D
Yes, my laptop back with me alr (: he returned my laptop to me.
haha. and i'm smart enuf to ask him keep until end den return back to me.
If not my bag not space and need carry on hand. like so troublesome.
Okay, haha watever. yeah.
had short usher mtg, den went over to ROOFTOP to eat with cell grp! lol.
talked and joke and stuffs.
quak was happily shooting ice over to me and julia -.- and it hit my face la.
So I did something. . .
next, we are happily throwing "hums" over quak. LOL. it's super funny.
haha!

Went off, and took bus back to batok. sister nana with on bus with us! :D
Talked and we just talk so loud la. esp __ LOL. (dun wan say who la)
And talking abt the KFC meal -.- one say this, one say that. never stop ahas.
Went home with mader, and saw ubeng and kenlim at bus stop [: while i'm inside bus.
hehe! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONG QUAN :D

2007-08-07T00:40:00.000-07:00

Yeah. Church after that. [:
Went out late, supposed to meet celia if got time.
But haha, 2pm i still at my house bus stop.
Stopped at interchange, saw kq.
Din see him at first, and den I saw sumone looking to my direction, den noe it was him.
lol. he looked rather dao -.-
Den I saw li hong, gillian and thok kai at the other side of inter.
So i went to talk to them. haha. [:
Den, I asked why u all seperate with kq and they were funny la. saying anti-ing him.
Yups. Board the bus.
haha. he still so dao to us lol. Yups, saw nicole and fel after that [:
But nicole never see me :X :X haha.

Reached church. Yeah. talked to pple awhile. haha.
Had our ice-breaker downstairs (:
Yups. Though it's simple, but its fun la! [:
And many funny things happen! haha!
Next, we had our combined zealot talk.
Yups, brother LZ talked. Many things jus flash thr my mind.
Yeah, it's so crucial. I really wished both of them were there to hear.
Yups. Be God driven. WWJD. [:

Had service.
Wore heels lol. haha (: yups. Communion.
Thank You, Jesus. for laying down your life for me.
Yes, indeed You are a great God (:
Yeah. thank You Lord. I wan to expect great things from You.
Sermon was by pastor Daniel (: chheerrs.
LIGHT OF THE WORLD! :D
yes. last week we learn on salt of the earth and now we learn light of the world :D
COOL right? I wana be the LIGHT that bring pple out of darkness! [:

Whoo. busy busy busy. Din even get to spend time with cg :(
But i promise i will, okay! [: this saturday!
Yups. Was going around with li shan to collect GB cards.
So many cell grp din bring. haha.
Walked around haha. And keep collecting cards.
Yups. Yvonne aka xiao hai zi, ah, take care of yr leg alright (:
Went hoem after that. With zealot pple haha.
Went to buy bubble tea. But never see kenni lol. haha.

Sunday, had bible study! [: yups. How to be a Godly woman? :D
So nice la. [: mentors!!!.. haha. (:
Yups. went over to mac to find xiao hai zi they all.
Den talked with them a while and left after that haha (:
Saw liang zhi hehe. [: and yups. took bus tgt with him, li hong, weida, weekiat, libin and yvonne (:
hehe. Yups. den went to westmall awhile and left home.
To chiong my bca exam -.- :X

Monday! ROAR. I was chionging for my BCA exam!
Studied last night and morning :/
And yups. Had my paper la I tink quite alright!
Though I never finish, but i'm depending on Daddy to get at least a B!
(: cheers. Went to Wm, intending to meet xiao hai zi, but she wasn't free and her leg is painful.
Yups. so weikun was there haha.with JJ and den joey appeared (:
Talked to weikun. [: haha! yups. And went home after that.
hehe.

Okay, that's it (:

2007-08-04T13:22:00.000-07:00

Had school on friday. Was kinda relax. But I dun like my IAC class teacher. :X
She super demanding and whole class dislike her. But it's only our first and last time seeing her.
haha. I still prefer my own IAC teacher. [:

Next, I met up with julia and weiyan to go over to bbss.
Whoo. So wonderful ah.
We walked to bbss -.- (though we haf concession, lol)
It's a long walk la! And weiyan brought us to walk here and there, up and down.
SUPER TIRED leis. So long never exercise alr. Now den exercise again.
WAH~ hahaha. We walked up slopes more than walking down slopes.

We finally reach bbss le. Ate. haha [: YES. nice and cheap food okay.
Yups, talked. den help li shan with the gb cards. haha (:
Den waited for the parade. (: Whoos.
Watch. Starting was quite bad, but after that jiu quite good. haha (:
Me and Julia left bbss ard 5plus to 6pm.
And den went to Julia's house. haha. Cos she wana take something.
So, we went up a UP slope again. -.- walk and walk. *TIRED*
yups, then went to 7 eleven. [: Grab some food. hoho.
Den cross the road to take bus back to batok.

And we exercise for the third time -.-
This time round not walk. we run to chase that bus.
Crap, tired. haha! Reach batok and den took train to kallang to go FOP [:
In the trip, something yucks happen :X
There was one guy, i dunnoe him. Me and julia were like toking abt sitting down.
Den he asked, " u wan sit ah? i give u the seat" (in chinese)
Den one time enuf. He asked for like 3, 4 times -.- like wierd lei, this guy.
Next I saw him split onto the ground of the train!! Wah, this is digusting.
He spilted once while he was sitting down. Den when he stood up, soon alighting, he splited twice, in front of us!
Both of us were like -.- and feeling digusted.
Before he left, he was like talking to me, saying "so qiao ah, u also alighting at this stop ah?" (in chinese) OF cos, i ignored him. I tink he's abit insane.

Yups. we reach kallang. Took the shuttle bus over to Indoor stadium haha! [:
And there's an insect flying above my head. Eeeks. I dislike insects flying ard. :X
Finally got seated down at indoor. Yups. So many pple la. whoos.
And it's worship when we went in.
Yups, worship was rather good and nice [: haha!
Seated down and both of us starting to search for kq they all.
Somehow, I saw yvonne. I kept looking if it was her. haha! yes it is, its her size that made me tink is her .[:
so look over jiu see dao xavier, li bin, li hong, stella and kq. lol.
Not very obvious. cos those we saw were yvonne, xavier, kq and either li hong or stella.
lol. We were seated far right up back. -.- lol.
While they were in front, on the floor.
Yups, we left ard 930pm cos Julia need to rush back home haha, as well as me [:
We were looking ard the boothes outside. Was rather nice la the things [:
So both of us bought something! haha [:
but haven got it yet. cos we dun haf enough money -.-

Alrights, left and took train back. Was like alot of pple!
Tired. and worn out the whole day.
Yups, went home. [:
Yups, I'm gg out soon. churchhhh!

2007-08-02T01:56:00.000-07:00

Alrights back here to update! [:
Tuesday was kinda a long day.
But rather tiring la. Though I only got two lec on only.
Well, most lame thing is my lecture is only for 15mins -.-
She dun even drop any hints for us. And ask us to study at home instead.
Like wat -.-
Den went over westmall bk. actually mtg weikun. But he pangseh me in the end :X
So was there with celia. Were doing work. lol.

I saw rx & lz meeting. den andy sitting one side alone.
So I went and talk to him a while. haha.
Saw nicole. she came in and talked.
And she asked me abt her maths PBL.
Whoo. in the end, celia was solving it haha!
And lz having bs with shermin and nicole. haha [:

Quak walked past bk. lol. his jackets all gone.
And he wore his thick jacket. LOL.
Yeah, den julia came! whees.
Den she also trying to solve that PBL qns. haha!
And sorry, i went off le. Cos i dun wan go home so late either. :/

Yups. China mission trip! [:
I wana go. Though it's ex, though i haven ask my parents, but God says I must trust in Him and haf great faith in GOD. [: yups.
So many pple encouraged me. like julia, yuityeng, celia [:
Julia really encouraging. She said " i gona put my feet on china soil."
haha. coolness [: yups, Daddy I wana go. Fast and Pray.

Wednesday
yups. Jus had two tutorials.And went home after that.
Den went out for leaders training (Zealot area)
Me and Julia were crazy-ing.
We helped to advertise canned duck meat LOL!
Whoo.Training was great! haha [: And i learn alot, liangzhi!!
Yups. Had dinner after that with mostly guys -.-
And girls only me, julia and sab. they ate. Julia and me drank COKE WITH SALT :D
Ate and the service kinda slow. :/
And YES, weikun. u own me A guit(guitar), julia keyboard, ubeng E guit (guitar), lz drums set, quak SAXAPHONE -.- so out leis, the saxaphone. haha!
ken quak said sth abt mission trip, den derek also. den weikun claim he had the money to go.
It's really funny. Super lame. haha! weikun, provide us with $15,000 to go china.
You say u will pay de haha! BAO KA LIAO (BKL)

lol. Walked to bus stop. haha! Julia went home.
Den were joking and crapping ard. [:
Sabrina show me a funny video. of her blaw lecturer.
He's real humourous and nice la. Unlike mine :/
HAHA. I wish for such funny and nice lecturer! keke.
AND YES, ken quak suddenly ask me listen to one song.
Oh, superman song! haha. [: nice.
Went home and pester him for song.
In the end he send wrong de -.- LOL.

When on bus, talked to sabrina. [:
whoo. must jiayou okay. And u surely can de.
Overcome yr fears. Becos u choose to praise God during the tough times yea?
yups, i'm here for you too! [:
Alighted and took another bus home haha.

Back home. I alr printed out most of my notes!lol! so random.
And hmms, I'm tired. haha!

Why do pple still choose to love pple; seeking for human love and wordly love when we noe that there is one Daddy we love me so much!
Why do you hafta break God's heart by loving a worldy person? When we noe, seeking His love is best of all ?
Make sense right?

2007-07-31T12:39:00.000-07:00

Alrights. I got the craving to update. [:
Yesterday, uhms had school, as usual.
Yeah, but class was SHORT, can?
It's like only 15 mintues only -.-
And i went down to find weiwei and celia.
HAHA [: so cools. We studied and weiwei went back to had her lesson.
While me and celia went to NYP.
I saw alvin sim! :D
yes. NYP. to find yz and meet andy to go send ying ying off to UK.

Yups. Took a long time to go over to airport to find ying ying. [:
And yeah, I love ying ying!
She's flying off to UK for two weeks.
I gonna miss her la. And we spent time talking to her and hmm, prayed for her too (:
me and celia got her hello kitty de sweets [:
yays. so cools.

When she's almost leaving, I saw her parents bu she de.
And her mum actually cried, you noe.
Ahh, so sweet. [: and seeing yingying hugged her parents, it was like so sweet [:
Really very sweet.
And yups, her parents really love her alot.

After that we went to walk ard and den settle down at mac.
And we keep taking the sky train to and fro. lol.
So brother rx send us back to church area.
Yeah. on the way, there's COCKROACH inside the van.
Like what -.- I wasn't scared if it's on the ground crawling but if it happen to come above my waist there, AH. i will RUN liao.
It's horrible if it touch my face or body. :/

Yups. Went home after that.
It's rather late le. :/

2007-07-30T01:33:00.000-07:00

ALRIGHTS.
Back to update again! haha! :D
Yeah. Shall talk about saturday.
YUPS.

I woke up late and was like rushing to go church.
Hms, and my mum is nagging me. started because of one pair of jeans -.-
RAWHS! in the end i left house at 11am.
Which is like uhms, I'm late for the worship workshop.
Rush out and was praying bus would come on time.
And the bus came after a while. While on bus i was praying that bus will come when i'm at inter.
God is awesome alright? I prayed and the bus came after I reach inter. Which is like so amazing!
How could it so on time? [: praise God, alright!

Reach church. went for the worship session [: Was GOOD.
haha. It's the part two whoos.
Den went to meet chewy and julia [:
Went think tofu to eat. haha! julia, the carrot cake. and chewy, the mango chicken. LOL
Nice food [:
and yups. i went back to church and hmms had prayer meeting for zealotthree. was great! Next, cell grp. Had newcomers [: liling, guo wei and JJ! :D CHEERS.
Icebreaker was fun, alright! weikun, it's lame game. but interesting [:
Den we had our sharing. [: prayed for them. coolness.
Saw mader, my jump jump quite sad and i talked to her.
Must cheer up okay. things will be fine. Depend on Daddy okay! [:

Yups. service was good [: sermon was abit different but it's useful!
Salt of the earth [: I wana be a salty christian [:
And yes, talked to ying ying. She gona fly to UK le.
And I helped her borrow windbreaker from kq. lol.
It's warm de lor. When u are super cold and wear it.
And it reminded me of joel and junda. LOL.
I was wearing the windbreaker, and lend it to joel and junda said sth and told joel it was wat i said -.- and he took it off den junda was wearing it.
Me and sister nana zipped the windbreaker up from behind. (cos he was wearing the opposite)
And while he was wearing ,and i pull the head cover up and it's like so funny la.
den was disturbing him like mad LOL.

yups, KQ! your windbreaker is gona be very fortunate.
Becos it's flying to UK for two weeks! haha!!
K, i went over to find cell grp and most of them left alr.
Wells. talked and hmms. yups, julia came.
So we talked and yes, talk alot of things!
It's so nice talking to her leis [:
And yes, julia, our chalet de plan! LOL.
HAHAHA.
Homed.

Yups, Sunday i woke up at 1230pm -.-
LOL. so late hahahaha!
I had a good long sleep. and some super random dream. (yes, julia you noe wat it is!)
Went to IMM with julia to buy things [:
And talked. whoos. We bought a few things. lalala.
Yups. we saw some nice stuffs haha :D
Left at 430pm. And bus was like on time. So cool! [:
reach at 5pm at timah. went to search some shop. but could not find.
Ate at buddy. lol. And julia was stunned to see me putting ALOT of pepper!
YES, I'm a heavy PEPPER eater! [:

Went over to westmall myself cos she working. lol!
And yes, I saw kelly, i mean kq sister, at gift image.
And she's super, haha, funny. We walked ard level four.
Cos I wana get a card holder [:
Finally i bought. Precious moments one. [: haha!
And I left while she went back to gift Image haha! [:

Yups. Tired. off [:
Daddy is great!

[:

2007-07-29T01:52:00.000-07:00

Alrights yes here to update [:
Thursday. Hmms was like -.-
I ended school at 10am. started at 9am.
I pei-ed celia until 11am until her next lesson. haha!
MEIMEI. i so nice [:
I went home and had my beautiful SLEEP. lol!
Woke up and did my online quiz. was like uhms. I DUNNOE how do. -.-
And i failed the quiz. :X
I went to bk, meet victoria for bible study [:
Hmms. talked and it's super funny.
Den i meet nicole to get a book from her. lol! :D and she came to study abit of her maths.
and we talked. whoos. so nice talking to her (: YES.
And we got many stories to say de! haha!! :D
Went for dinner with beng and qc. And they ate, me and beng never.
And so we talked and stuffs. (:

Went home tgt with nicole.
And she was telling me many stories. haha!
And yes, nicole u must con't with me okay! [:

Friday. [: yes. i feel super lame can.
I cam skol for one hour plus -.-
And I slacked at the library for 3 hours plus. -.-
Prepare my badgework.
haha opps :X And erms yeah. Den meet weiyan to go over bbss.
WOW. cos the bus jus come straight away.awesome!
Had parade. and uhms, did badgework.
Was cools. cos it's my first time teaching. haha!
Ended parade. Met up with nana and ying ying for discipleship [:
Cools. eat dinner and we talked!
Yes, interesting talk [: yupp.
We went walk walk. celia and xav came with us.
yups! (: so cools.
Den talked alot. and yes. YING YING is going UK la.
EHHHs. I gona miss you loads alrights? :/
haha. take care when u over there. cheers!

K, i shall blog again la [: weiwei i update alr! HAHA!

JOY

2007-07-25T10:40:00.000-07:00

Yups. Here to update la! haha.
Hmms. Oh wells. (:
These few days I went thr quite alot of downs.
These downs, finally i can let go alr. [:
And yup.s I heard Daddy telling me, if u want to follow me, let go of everything.
And i decided to follow Daddy!

OH okay! LISTEN UP: I have another new created blog.
Do pass by okay? And tag [: cheers!
YES. the link is below :
http://capti-vating.blogspot.com

haha. Yups. this week is tiring.
I went to jurong point on monday to hunt for wallet with sab.
It was her that she wana buy (:
Cos ong nei BLAST her. -.-
yeah bless alrights. hahaaha!

And we din buy anything. And i wanted to buy so many clothes and shoes now :/
I want shopping okay! :D
And weikun shopping with us will be good. lol.
GIVER. GIVER. HAHA. nah, joking .
Walk ard and we were all looking at books so seriously!
Cos those books are nice, u noe (:
:D yups. I almost wanted to get a book.
It's at life bookshop (:

Tuesday
Long day. lol! But i met up with wei, ken lim and xy for lunch.
And my faker"twin"/mei mei, celia with me too. lol!
So every where i go, you will see her! HAHA.
Yups. twins ma. no choice.
hmms. oh yes, i rmbed i slept at 4plus.
And i rmb I was "arguing" with kq. LOL.
abt some lame stuffs -.- super LAME la.
And hmm i was copying the lectures notes to my book. lol
So tired :/ and i went to sleep le.

Wednesday.
Got my blaw test today. I screw the paper :x
Oh man! I must mug hard for my exams liao.
I must aim at least a A or B for the paper.
Same for every other papers. And i wana celia teach me! LOL.
My meimei smarter than me leis. haha!
So glad to have her to help me not jus in my studies but also my spiritual walk :D
Awesome! (: i noe u are seeing this!

Bca. and another depessing module :X
Jus manage to get a B. -.-
Like bad. Hmm. dun wana care much.
Went to meet celia before PM.
Show her sth. And yups Mk was with us (:
She ate and after that went to walk a while.
Den go over to church. woohoos.

What can I say?
Prayer meeting is jus so awesome!
And I told God many things. (:
And yupps I could feel Him. Yes. he's there. (:
So consuming! :D beautiful saviour!

After that, went to mac. haha!
Zealot, all time favourite to hang out at after PM -.-
hmms. yes. JULIA, APPLE PIE. LOL.
I also ate APPLE PIE. HAHA!
yups. waited for them to eat and den we left.
And head our way to JP.
yes such a last minute decision.
Cos sab la. told me she saw the book, CAPTIVATING.
I was like AH, u sure? And we went to see leis.
So sab, wei kun and wee kiat came with me (:

walked ard and yvonne came.
Anyway, thanks weikun for making the membership card!thanks :D
And i love the book captivating! HAHA.

Yupps And i'm a happy girl now! whoos.
I'm letting go alr. and :D yays!

unfailing love

2007-07-24T01:03:00.000-07:00

Unfailing Love.

You have my heart
And I am yours forever
You are my strength
God of grace and power
And everything
You hold in Your hand
Still You make time for me
I can't understand

Praise You, God of earth and sky
How beautiful is Your unfailing love
Unfailing love

And You never change, God, You remain
The Holy One and my unfailing love
Unfailing love

You are my rock
The One I hold on to
You are my song
And I sing for You
And everything
You hold in Your hand
Still You make time for me
I can't understand

Praise You, God of earth and sky
How beautiful is Your unfailing love
Unfailing love
And You never change, God, You remain
The Holy One and my unfailing love
Unfailing love

And everything (everything)
You hold in Your hand
And still You make time for me
I can't understand (can't understand still)

Praise You, God of earth and sky
How beautiful is Your unfailing love
Unfailing love
And You never change, God, You remain
The Holy one and my unfailing love
Unfailing love(I will praise You)

I know my God shows me His Unfailing love (:
Thankyou, Lord.

i like you

2007-07-23T03:27:00.000-07:00

I saw this in jaslyn blog. haha. And i copy it. sorry abt it :/
But what she says is so true la. haha!

well. being loved is really so so so much easier.
but then loving someone you like would be much much better although he/she may not like you.
thn you suffer(quietly), thn you emo, thn you blame the person for making you emo and suffer, thn you want to forget the person.
but thn you still longed tt he/she will noe what you feel.
but thn no courage to confess your feelings to the person.

so you quietly wait.
wait for something happen. whn nth happens, you just continue to like the person quietly.
whn you see him/her, no matter how much you suffer you also dont care le.
you will feel very secure or contented whn he/she talks to you.
you would try to take the initiative to talk to him/her first, through sms, msn or whatever, just to allow him/her to talk to you.

thn hope tt he/she will reply you. so you wait.
check your phone once a few minutes just hoping tt the other person will reply to you.
i f he/she reply, you will feel so happy thn reply to him/her asap or immediately no matter how busy you are.
so tt you wont keep him/her waiting for your reply.
if he/she dont reply, you will feel super sad and disappointed.
thn you still lay hopes on the person just waiting for the reply.
you will feel its worth it.
afterall, he/she is the person you like.

That was like so true uh? :/ haha.
but ultimately, Daddy still guard my heart!
And i still love Daddy (:
When i saw her post, i was like HOHO.
*thinking alot of things*
It sounded so like... haha!

k, it's a random post :D

:D back.

2007-07-22T13:31:00.000-07:00

Yups! I'm back okay! :D
haha. I'm gona be strong for Daddy!
Whoos.

These few days haf been busy.
I only rmbed i din even sleep on thurs night. :/
And friday morning,8 am I have lesson.
It's super tiring! I slept while they were presentating.
Yups. And i manage to survive throut the whole day of school and GB too.
Whoos. God gave me strength! *weees*

After gb, was with julia and qin ching
haha. Ate and talked!
Whoo. Know so many things -.- LOL.
Yups really haf great fun with them la :D
haha. and we can't find out FAV choco! :/
Went to Mac to talk more la. haha!

Sat was a busy day for me! : /
WHOOS. I hafta wake up at 10plus.
And i need to reach chuch at 1130am.
So tired, you know. And my eyes were swollen.
yeah. reach church, talked. And went over mac with Junda.
To further plan. haha! Yup. Junhong joined us. LOL.

yeah. talked. and stuffs.
Den went back to church with yvonne, junda, celia and rowena.
haha! was raining you noe! And yvonne so cute can?!
Umbrella. hahaha!

k, reached church. Had a short brigade meeting.
Haf cell grp! :D whoos.
Play ice-breaker.
I was feeling super ____ when sth happen.
k, and nth happen (: Went up for usher after that.
Nubian gents came to perform, you noe!
It's so cools (:
Really like how the way they perform! :D
Awesome! and super nice!

Yups. I was really busy.
haha! And we took like more than an hour to clear up and everything?
It was really, tiring. and long.
I kept myself until so busy lol.
Something happen :/
And can't help and i cried for like 4 times.
Yeah. jus feel i'm not good enough in usher.
And many stuffs and tots came in.
But thank God for so many pple who concern abt me (:
I'm alright alr, okay. hehe.

Cheers. I stayed in church until 9plus there.
Talked to ying ying.
So nice la! :D she's real sweet.
Thank God for her! (:
Talked to weikun when I was at inter.
Den went home after that. lol.

Was on msn. And I made up my mind to __ ___.
Yups so i did it only jus now.
anyway last night, was on phone with cg girls.
Wanted to wish jiemin HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
But she din call in haha. gues she's tired!
Yups. Talked a while.
And nicole suddenly never talk :/
And she could hear us talking but we could not hear her voice.
haha! yups.
After that, we ended the call. and I think i sleep in front of my com -.-

So funny! lol.
K, i gona do something today! i gona rush my report out by today!
And ong nei blessing me a guitar! :D
OH. haha! i gona learn guitar okay (: cheers.

OFF. :D And God's timing always on time.
Cos i'm experiencing it now!! haha!

deeply hurt inside

2007-07-19T01:52:00.000-07:00

oh. it's my spirtual birthday! :D 190703 LOL.

I'm four years old haha.

I'm not gona update alot on monday and tuesday alr.
But i still want add in, weikun talked to me.
And thanks for understanding me. (:
thanks. And do keep me in prayer.

I'm feeling really tired.
Daddy, you know my hurts.
You know how much i teared on monday while sharing to weikun.
You know it all. I prayed a cruel prayer for myself.
I know I had to pray that in order to break free from all these tots.
"Daddy if , ... " " If not, ..." I prayed.
It took me courage to say that prayer.
Because when i pray means I had to give up completely.

And I have been holding on for so long.
Yet time and time again i say, i will control myself de.
And not do this and that. But i ended up doing.
I say I wun sms and msn to ____ too much. But i still do it.
And it's too much that I almost put God aside.

Bible study on sunday was good.
It taught me alot. I must guard my heart so I wun fall away.
If i fall because of you, I know I will regret.
Because Daddy's love still the greatest of all! (:

And so many things just happened.
And i'm letting go alr. I'm surrending to Daddy.
I'm sorry for holding on to this matter for so long and not lifting it up to you.
I rmbed wat sis weiwei told me.
And I regretted not listening to her.
So I fall even deeper. And the worst is I'm been hurt alr.
Though he dunoe he hurt me, but his way towards me hurt me alot. :/

But today. wednesday. 18th July.
Daddy comfort me. He promised to take all these hurts and pain away.
If only I would surrender it to Daddy.
And i cried jus now while I was sharing to some people.
It hurts me so much that I cried like a baby once again.
I teared. It's not worth for me to cry over him.
So I surrender. I'm raising the white flag. I'm lifting all up to Daddy.
It's difficult and tough.

And I dun wan to see him.
Becos it reminds me of the past.
The past of how u treat me.
And i really hope I can disappear for one week.
And I wish I would not see you.
Daddy, heal me of my hurts and wounds.
You know how much i teared. Take it all away. Lord.

Let my feelings towards him be lesser, if he's not the intended one for me.
Let my feelings stays, if he's the one intended for me.
But as it stays, Daddy dun let it grow strong. Jus keep it as it is.
Until the correct timing, den i will react.

And I'm tempted to tell him, I___ ___. But I will control myself.
because Daddy is helping me thr :D
I'm going to do something.
I'm going to _____ from him. so i wun give in to temptations.
I'm going to do anything that would keep me away from him.
Thank God for so many pple, i'm encouraged ! Such as weiwei, julia, ongnei, celia, chewy, sabrina, ghimmy.
Yups. pple u are so nice! :D
Sorry if i miss out anyone. thanks so much! :D i appreciated it alot (:

Also, pls don't come after me and pester me and ask who is he. And don't bother about guessing who the person is, it doesn't help.

If you want to help me, help me by praying for me k. thanks!

No more of him, but more of Daddy.

updates

2007-07-18T02:03:00.000-07:00

Shall update :D

Saturday was a LONG day yet fulfilling la :D
Friday night i was doing something lame -.-
I'm looking for pple who is waking up early next day.
I was like asking. but no one is :/
And haha. I found one to wake me up.
kq was so funny la. He woke up at 754am to wake me up.
And his way of waking me up on sat is by smsing. lol!
He dropped me an sms and he went back to sleep.
And i woke up by myself instead. lol!

But haha. thanks (:
I went to causeway to meet up with my frens to do PBL.
It's due on sunday. that's why we rush like MAD!
Yups. And i forgot to wear earings -.-
And i went to buy one! haha. funny uh.
So discuss and i left for church.
I'm attending the worship session!

It's uber cool. and nice! :D I'm the only zealot pple there :/
Oh, how lonely :(
haha! ended. i learn alot of things from there :D
And i realised i'm wearing ALL BLUE on sat! even my bag is blue -.-
I went to Mac with joey, dorcas, cynthia ZI NU, wei hao. haha (:
And went to makan. I sat with joey keke.
Sweet girl joey! :D love her loads.
And i talk to cynthia too! dun get so stress up k (: love ya lots! :D :D

I did some of my work at mac. and was msn-ing with julia! haha.
and after a while she came over to find me.
Den we went over to church. talked and stuffs (:
So nice to be talking to her (: shared, encouraged!coolness.
Yups. reach church.
We had our cg mini prayer mtg (: coolness!
PRAYED. hungry for MORE (:

Had cell grp. whoos.
was cool and KELLY came! ahh, she's missed by me. keke.
Yups. we had fun. and the canning part again by GHIMMY -.-
sharing done by ken lim :D worship and praising God. haha! :D
Went up for usher next!

Yups. service was rather good. (: hehe. And ushers do quite okay.
HAHA. Den p&w was awesome k! :D
And sermon was like super useful. I'm those easily agitated type of person.
And i responded to the altar call.
I'm willing to let go. and I cried again. And I feel why is it so unfair? I dun deserve this kind of life and things.why? the thoughts goes on and on.
As i began to cry out, i feel this breakthr.It's good to dwell in God's presence (:

Service ended. (: was like so busy lol!
And i tried to spend time with cg. but uh. my cg peeps all left home alr.
Left a few only. Hmm. talked to chin hwee :D yays!
haha. and yes, yvonne, xiao hai zi. MASSAGE me.!
Oh , and kq haha. i alr massage liao hor. dun say i never.
This is in return for "waking" me up! LOL.
Yups. celebrated JIAJUN and SHERMIN birthdays! i went over to kaypo! LOL.

lol. haha. Yups. andy was funny!
We exchanged laptops while we were inside the lift.
And den we exchange back.
And funniest thing is i left it at level 2 and forgot to take it -.- lol!
and i had to come up again to take. lol! funny la. hahaha!

Went back with zealot peeps!
Went to westmall to get our BUBBLE TEA! haha :D :D
And saw yingmei SWEETHEART & chewy! haha.
And talked a while. and we went to buy our bubble tea. hehe.
Drank! so nice :D and i saw ANLIANG.

as usual. I shouted AN LIANG~ LOL.
haha. second time seeing him on sat at bubble tea shop.
after that something happen! lol.
SAB uh. sab. hahahah! HOHOHO.
Den went home after that. keke. (:

Sunday!
Had bible study! was like good la! And i know many many things now!
HAHA. :D and really thank God for this kind of bible study (:
Yups learn alot out of it. and i'm gg to apply it!
And morning i met up with sister nana.
Talked and stuffs. (: haha.
yups I'm standing strong.
Went to mac and fellowship with some zealot girls. lol.
And talked (: haha. mader is so cute!
She's really encouraging :D love her loads!

Den we went off to take bus. haha.
With li hong, yvonne, mader :D
Took pictures yays!
Den i went to woodlands again -.-
TO do our PROJECT lol. finally finished.
But was late when submitted.
Was feeling really tired. :/
Yups. Was like trying to finish many things at night. but i din finish LOL.

Aiya. i'm tired. i shall blogged again on monday and tue LOL.

2007-07-13T10:43:00.000-07:00

update (:

Wednesday!
K, let me think what i did on wed?
Oh. i was late for school! :X
I woke up at 830am today.
I was like what? i'm late. :x geeks.
And my mum told me that I told her i got school at 1pm when they tried to wake me up.
I reached skol at ard 930am.
LATE. i was honest enough to tell her that i overslept.
And she was like saying dun be so honest next time. -.-

I had my blaw presentation.
It was like. So nervous la.
Was over finally. I hope we could do well :x
Have macro tut. our teacher is super cute la.
haha :D she's so nice!
We had lunch tgt at SIM hehe.
Talked (:

And kq lost his handphone at his home.
Search, call. still can't find. :/
AND He jus ponned skol. I wan pon also la. :x
Many pple are pon-ing skol. (POLY)
I want also! hahahaha.

Had BCA. and discussed everything.
It ended at 4pm exactly. EEEKKKSS.
I tot it will end early. -.-
Wei yan and julia left first lol.
And i quickly rush over to find them at mac.
And Julia got somthing super HIGH to tell me LOL.
It was indeed high la! haha!
She told me while we were on our way to church.
She's meeting gillian.
And we had our PRAYER MEETING (:
hoho. Kq. was without hp for one day.

K, watevr it is. PM was really awesome.
And I totally agree with wat bro lz says.
Exactly. You wan to be God-driven or Man-driven?
Prayed. It's awesome. So awesome.
It was ongnoob birthday.
And they kinda pinch him beat him for watever it is!
Nicole showed me the girl. haha. Rather cute.

Walked over to beauty world.
On the way, me and nicole were having fun! HOHO.
Pinching weikun. hahaahahah. :D
Had meeting at mac. keke.
Talked and everything.
Lend julia my laptop
And after awhile they left.
Out of sudden derek and kq appeared inside mac.
And left. so lame!
Mtg ended. Went home! hahaha.

Thursday.
As per normal. Had morning lecture lor.
Bored. :x Really feel super TIRED!!
I din even listen la. might as well pon lesson HOHO.
den had POA tut. was kinda okay lor. I need to study for my RETEST. :x
HAIS. And kq is getting a new hp la. -.- lost it the previous day. yet getting a new one today -.-
Rich jiu shi rich.
He dropped me an sms with his new phone. lol.
Long story la. and his phone is nice la :/
yellowish GOLD! :X GRRs GOLD!!

Met up with yvonne, xiao hai zi! :D
CHEERS. We went walk walk.
We intended to buy something for someone.
But we do not know wat. In the end, ended up shopping ourselves -.-
Den went home and rest. I was so tired la!
Plus i need to finish many things. And i got test on friday.
Did my work and stuffs. And was talking to pple on msn and fell asleep -.-
With my laptop on. Not the first time.
Alr more than than. LOL.

Friday! :X
Had lesson at 8am.
I super TIRED. and dun feel like going for the lesson.
after lesson. hmms.went to lib to STUDY for macro test :X
Celia taught me alot haha thanks!
Went to eat lunch :D and went for test.
I tink i gona jus pass or wat :/
Shall lift it up to God ba. (:

:D cheers. Went with yvonne, weiyan to met bro rx. lol.
Den ate and drink.
Den they they left first. And I'm with yvonne. haha (:
I'm super nice. haha. bought burger for kq. Lol.
I miss my xue le and sabrina. :/ cos they never come today.
Today leader's mtg was great la :D cheers.
I learn alot. And i saw IRVIN ez-link card.
He so cute can! lol.
And kq showed me his phone la. GOODNESS.
I Like it alot laaaaa. :x
Yellowish Gold. plus it's super nice can.
And sister nana saw it. HOHO. she also wana get it. lol!

Yups. went home after that. lol.
julia was telling me about her lecturer being so ___ .
Lol. it was FUNNY.
852 with yb and kq.
Crapped again. lol.
yb so funny la. haha. But i love my CGL loads! :D(brother,sister love k)
and HOHO. kq shall be my pillow.
lol. and it's for free k. dun come after me for money hahahaa!
Homed after that.

I love julia loads! haha :D i really admire her alot.
For her courage. :D
liangzhiiii :D haha. yups. thursday (: CHEERS.

And i love the song ALL i'm living for.
The lyrics super meaningful lei! :D
cheers.
"take my life, everything... " It's nice k.
If you want the song u can ask from me.
And of cos my blog song. voice of truth! you gona listen to it.
Becos it's so meaningful la :D

duck duck :D

2007-07-11T00:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONG NEI :D

okay. these are the pictures! LOL.hahaha. It's super funny. Enjoy!

How oishi brand canned duckmeat came about? ...

The duck was being shot by the arrow. See on his butt.
And he QUACK out loud! and almost faint -.-

Den this BIG DUCK struggled.. Too bad. he did not survive.

Next, canned food of duck meat is out LOL.

Brand is Oishi! BEST.

Next. He was been served on dish. LOL.

With all the utensils prepared for pple to eat!

And this girl ate and was saying OISHI! :D

Many flavours available! :D Do get yours now!

It's interesting huh LOL. enjoying right?

Credit to JULIA :D

haha. yvonne was writing! :Dcheers!

2007-07-11T00:35:00.000-07:00

k, i went to bible study on sunday.
at church office!
Do enjoy (:
And Yups. was good for me!
I believe i need to know it.
I love sunday bible study loads! :D
Kelly came! :D :D
I miss her loads. Mader came too.
After bible study, went to mac with xl, lh, stella.
Xl la. haha. her ice-cream calling out for her -.-
Went there, saw zealot guys and talked.

After that, went over to woodlands library.
To do project.
And it's so funny la. And that's how i got my nick name PRO-JECT girl -.-
From kq.
But i still prefer alvina's BIG FOOT!!! LOL.
and maybe zealot pervert? :X
Mug Mug Mug. Do Do Do.
and reach home ard 8pm :/
So tiring man! haha.
Rush out some work. and yups sleep late.

Monday. got lesson at 11am.
Dun feel like waking up :/
I want SLEEP, please.
Had poa lecture. I kinda slack.
Den had break. Met up with xin yi and weiwei.
Four of us went to eat. ( celia was there, haha)
I lent weiwei my laptop (:
Went for lesson. kinda slack. den haf some presentation by year 3 students.
And i got the panda key-chain. LOL.
Rush over to meet weiwei. :D
And went to SIM tgt with her and pei jun! (:

Took bus from there. Went to westmall to find kq.
But he went home to put his printer -.-
So stayed at bk to do some work. BCA :X
Den wei kun came LOL.
so the qiao!
Talked. den kq came. Saw his proposal.haha.
asked me to draw lol. funny.
Den the LION KING DEREK came -.-
his hair super thick leis. haha.
We went for dinner. i din eat lol.
Saw hui min at foodcourt. cheers!
Went over to arcade awhile :/
Derek rich la. Spent $10 on the initial D racing thingy -.-
Jus for like less than 5 mins only.

Went to take 852.
Derek and wei kun went home. and derek did sth super lame la.
Wan go down, dun wan go -.-
Travelled to church with kq.
Met up with jason, the drummer of Z3 :D
Yups. While jason was teaching kq the web design stuffs, I was doing my BCA :X
Saw Z3 practicing. And melimoo's voice is nice (: haha.
Took cab back. haha. kq paid for the trip.
thanks. Took one big round to my hse and waste yr extra few cents. LOL.
kq must thank me cos i 'help' u in yr project.

Homed. and it's super funny!
I was tired. i told celia and kq on msn i wanted to rest for 10 mins.
And I told celia, if later i never wake up, call me.
And She called. But i still sleep -.-
Until 5 plus in the morning, i woke up! LOL.
And i shut down my laptop and went to bed and sleep.
The amazing thing is i got 30 MISS CALLS from celia!! LOL.
Yet i din wake up. lol.

Woke up at 9plus. Was late.
Met celia to study at BK! HAHA. :D
And talked abt many stuffs.
I LOVE TALKING TO HER! :D
Was doing my work! (: and yups cools.
Celia left :/ so sad. haha. But she left her laptop with me. HOHO.
Was muggin myself (i do slack la)
Ghimmy and Joey came! AHH. JOEY. i miss her loads!
Glad to see her (: talked to her and stuffs.
And ghimmy so funny! LOL.
Dun wan buy onion rings for her!

She left and ghimmy bought food to eat. lol!
He called joey to come back. like so funny. hahaaha!
den talk to ghimmy abt many things. :D
Den you beng finally came la! hahaah.
he's late. yups we three talked for a while.
Den saw kq walking pass bk. jus ended skol ba.
Yups. i con't doing my work (:
Den saw JULIA :D haha.
talked to her for a while and she left and she come back again.
lol. she was waiting for kq.
And heard from her that Irvin grand dad pass away :/
So zealot one went down to the wake.

And she left again to mac.
And do do do. then saw kq again.
Asked me where's beng and ghimmy.
And saw nicole (: haha.
Both of them came in to bk. lol.
Talked. kq left to find julia. And nicole sat down and chat with me :D
SMILES.
talked many things. lol.
And wei kun came out of sudden.
Den julia appeared again. haha.
She say she was abandon. den sat down and we talk.
wei kun talked to nicole. Den yvonne came. (:
Went back home to put the cake. keke.
So yvonne came back again :D
I saw lu wei at bk. and kq came back to find julia.
haha.
Talked. and it's super funny.
We were talking and we had DRAWING class.
TADA. pictures up there! :D
kq hahaha. so funny.
And while he was buying his food, julia put his books inside his bag. LOL.
hilarious! k. enjoy the mini comic -.- LOL.
went back home. yups
Gona rush my projects and assignments.

2007-07-09T03:01:00.000-07:00

This is interesting!
From celia :D
http://www.mytruefriend.org/

okay!
Here to blog! wahahs.
On church.
I came to church early.
Went up to service one. hehe.
hmms.was good.
After that went down for cell grp.
But it was empty. :/
Not alot of pple.

Waited. talked to pple.
keke.
Natalie very cute la. haha!
She was talking on phone and i disturbed her. lol.
And weekiat was sitting there, stoning. lol.
There came the big bully kq -.-
He bullied julia by forcing her arms up from behind.
And we attacked him LOL.
Den he bully me again. :/
used the newspaper to hit me ALOT of times.
RAWHS. of cos i fight back. wahaah.
And he did wat he did to julia to me -.-

Talked to alvin. keke.
He very funny. he was wearing his jacket and he say was cold.
But i'm like so hot.
Yups. Ronald and Irvin are lazy :/
They took after kq hahaah!
they were asked to shift the tables and chairs.
But they funny. sit down there and hide LOL.
In the end they shift the tables and chairs la.

Yups. Vic came. Talked to her. (:
I hope things are getting better for you!
Missed out the front part of ice breaker.
Went back and joined them.
It was fun! Really fun! :D :D

They used cane as punishment. like so FUNNY la.
And poor nicole, she kenna it.
And we gota whack her leg four times.
:/ like so painful.
Had sharing. Yups! wei kun sharing was good.
Serious yet needed.
I hope it's a wake up call for every one in cell grp. (:

Ubeng has his sharing while me and vic were doing our discipleship.
yups. (: it was great.
We did out qt and had some sharings.
Went up for usher. keke.
Talked to the ushers and stuffs.

Service started. yups. People rush in as usual.
Hmm. :/ something jus crop up.
Was kinda affected by it. And stuffs.
Could not understand la.
And feel been pressurized :/
And I could not take it, felt so troubled.
Went out. began to think and teared after that.
Junda suddenly came. And yups. he saw all.
Thanks junda. haha (:
Went back in, jus treat it as nth happen.
Yups. Told God i do not want to think of it anymore.

I tried to concentrate on service.
Managed to do it. haha!
Responded to altar. Yups your attitude!
It's important! (:
service ended. busy preparing hand-made cake for him :D
Yups. made up of cookies, chocolates, whipped cream and mashmallows!
Whee. It's kind off similar to ken lim's birthday cake last year!
HOHO.
wei kun, i'm so sweet and creative right?
Knowing you dun eat cake, and i came out with this! TADA.

And when we started to celebrate for him.
We just sing and gave him that small piece of cake!
and funny thing is we played on him.
When everyone says amen.
There goes weikun with the cake on his FACE!
And our WHIPPED CREAM on HIM.
And the CHILI! and everything.
HOHOHO.
And we are really nice okay.
We got you a PINK shirt.
But you din wear :/
WHOOS. really funny la! hahaha!
And i gues everyone do enjoy uh. :D
and wei kun, so ke lian. busy clearing himself up and making his shirt clean.

I went up again for usher.
They were counting offerings.
And haha. very late alr.
9plus alr.
Came down with xl, liping. haha.
And somehow i could not find xl :/
lol. and i stil found her again. haha.
Yups. was talking to xue li they all.
And haha. lol.
kq came and kajiao me.
Tot who tap my shoulder sia.
turn see no pple. Den saw one "xiao didi" squatting on the floor.
LOL.
kq=xiao didi.

They got leaders meeting after that.
Hmm. rmbed somthing left behind upstairs.
Went up to clear it off. haha.
And sister nana came and talk to me about wat actually happen during the service.
Told her abit. :/
Yupps. hope things are fine.
I went back home with xue le. (:
And we saw weekiat, sabrina, weikun. :D
Took bus and it was funny!
Weikun smelled like a rubbish bin! HAHAHA.
Stinks eh.
Reach inter, went over westmall.
To buy my bubble tea! :D
And chewy was with us! :D yays.
And talked to him and talked to sabrina too. haha.
yups! :D cheer up.

Den haf some mini talks with weikun and sabrina.
haha. went home after that.
keke. :D eat, bathe and stuffs.
I became emo on sat night :/
Tired to contol myself. haha.
And i wana thank those few pple who showed your concern to me.
:D thanks!
i appreciate it many. (:
Thanks for talking to me, peeps! :D *Winks*
Thanks for smsing back when we were both sleepy -.-
:D cheers!

k. shall update more tmr or wat ba :D

UPDATE :D

2007-07-07T01:24:00.000-07:00

I had school :/
Monday.
Went for POA lecture.
It was uper boring!
I slacked and feel like sleeping!
Din listen actually.

And I had my business management tutorial :/
Really feel like sleeping!
Went over to westmall.
To meet weiwei.
Intending to go over novena. but she's coming back.
So i waited over at westmall BK.
Saw weikun and weida. BS-ing.
I waited there, doing nothing! lol.
So i went over to wait. Used weikun de laptop.

Saw ghimmy :D with his friend.
They were eating.
Julia came. keke. I saw her in uniform! :D
I want that clock. Give me! HAHA.
Den kq came to bk also.

Talked while they wait for xue le.
Saw the JOKES. lol.
kq, xl and julia left.
And after a while I went out to go the watever 3 balls.
long queue :/ But since kq was in the queue, so asked him to buy for me.

LOL. yups got my food! yays! :D
It's super nice.
Den they left.
Went back. Talked to weiwei.
Den she left for work.
Talked to weikun MANY things!
haha. alot of stuffs.
Yups. and kq called me; if i wanted go visit teck today at his house.
I would want to, but too late alr. :/ Plus this week i wun be free to go.
I hope he's fine (:

Tuesday.
Long day :/ tired day.
Had lecture in the morning but wasn't listening at all! HAHA.
And we kinda slack in the library until 1pm.
To do project. and after that i went to meet up with celia, weiwei and ken lim!
HOHO. His birthday lei.
KEN LIM. HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY!

We helped ken to buy.
And ken really -.-
He really tot was real that when we buy two plated of chicken rice, we got one free pasta!
$4 worth of food give us $5.90 worth of food free -.-
Like diao.
And weiwei told him this. She said there is promotion.
And even for the drinks -.-
Finally ken understood it.
So lame la.

Den after that, went to atrium and den lecture.
Blaw is real tiring :/ i almost sleep la.
Den rush over to Bk. I missed my bus and was late!
had cg meeting la. talked.
Derek, weekiat, sabrina and rong jun were there.
Finished mtg, went home.

Wednesday! :D
Yes. school, blaw. I passed la! haha.
cheers.
Actually might not haf macro.
But teacher wanted a lesson with us.
goodness. it's tiring :/
after that i met up with my LMS grp members to practice the skit.
kinda funny haha!
Actually might be gg over to bbss with cg pple.
Den kq asked if want go lunch.
Din go bbss, so went over mac to find kq they all.
Many pple over there! haha.
Prayer meeting was great can! :D

Yups. Went to mac after that.
Den talked with zealot peeps!
So many of us there LOL.
Like we rule the MAC there liao.
Played and everything.
ubeng and ken lim had the BURGER competition! -.-
Gues who won? of cos. our PL. ken lim!

Bla bla bla. Talk about some secrets stuffs :/
And i talk to wei kun.
After a while, left home lor. tgt with the zealot peeps.

Thursday.
hmm. short day actually.
But was tired. Had only POA.
den haf project discussions. :/
I left at 4pm. met up with celia and went to beauty world.
Jus to exchange some clothes and she went to study.
Went to westmall with yvonne.
And talked. and bought stuffs!
Talked to yvonne some stuffs den weiwei came! :D
Also talk to her.
Saw brother rx with tk. and hanyang and peeps.

Friday.
Finally. my LMS presentation :/
Goodness. It was really funny! haha.
yays! finally over.
IAC got to do presentation :/
Yups finished and stuffs.
Waited for Rx to come over NP to fetch me.
Waited for quite some time.
Den came. Went over to Sheng siong to buy stuffs.
LOL.

And thanks ah, lz alvin. -.-
cell me auntie! goodness.
I'M NOT okay.
And lz even video-ed down.
diaos. haha! Went over to parade after that.
And had fun la.
I did devotion :/ HOHO.
abit of scary!
GB was alright. hmm, but kinda wierd.
Abit quiet today. we need to pray! YES.

Went to meet yvonne!
Thank God the discipleship!
It was really all from You!
:D cheers!
My God is awesome.
Den saw ubeng and weikun. HOHO.
Talked. den weikun left.
And we three went walk wm ard lor. keke.
Hom-ed. (:

It's 777 today! :D

2007-07-03T00:04:00.000-07:00

Whoos :D BLOG.
Jus suddenly feel like BLOGGIN NOW!
haha!

I was thinking about my cell grp peeps!
And realised MOST of them got their UNIQUE NICK'S names!

SO I shall introduce, k :D

First on the list.
YAP YOU BENG. Named as AH BENG.
KEN LIM. Named as PUEI LIM.
ONG WEI KUN. Named as ONG NEI KUN; ONG NOOB NEI; NP ONG NEI NEI.
NICOLE GOH Named PIGGY.
SANDY YEO. Named AH DU.
ALVINA. Named JUMP JUMP ONE.
MADELINE ONG. Named JUMP JUMP TWO.
YVONNE LAM. Named XIAO HAI ZI.
VICTORIA. Named WEIDUOLIYA.
QIN CHING. Named DRAGONFLY.
WEIDA. Named AH DA AH DA.
GHIM HWEE. Named GHIMMY the 'SE QIN KWANG'!
JIEMIN. Named JIE MIN ( haven give her any nick yet)
FELICIA. Named 'FEI LI XIA'.
MIN WEI. Named MR MANGO.
JOANNE. Named GOLDFISH.

Still got kelly, joey, bryan, shun rong, chang xin and joan!
K, waiting for some to come back. And some that parents would allow :D
Den we will become NICK NAME FAMILY :D

Last but not least, ME.
THE BIG FOOT :D and BIG PERVERT!!!
Opps :X

update

2007-07-01T23:45:00.000-07:00

k, i'm blogging again!
I feel that i'm blogging regularly now! haha.

I rmbed something ytd. :/
I rmbed GHIMMY, he made me three times in the day!
LOL.

Firstly we played ice-breaker.
Ken lim kena forfeit.
Den he had to eat the chili.
I offered him my water.
And he vomitted out the chili into the drain.
And ghimmy accidentally bump into my hands with my bottle.
There it is, GONE. into the drain with ken's vomit. :/

Secondly, my brother kena forfeit.
Used the pig toy for forfeit.
And after he used, it's wet :/
And ghimmy used it to wipe onto my hair.
GEEKS. :/ digusting!
He did it purposely :x

Thirdly, after dinner. I placed my bag there on the chair.
Ghimmy were folding the table and that can of drink splash onto my bag -.-
AHHH. GHIMMMMYYYYYY.
IT's the third time!
:/ lol. it's like funny la!

K, i went for bible study today!
Whoo. was good :D
Yupps. nice. And i like it.
Learn alot.
As girls, we shld set our standards higher!
Den waited for sister vivian to show her brigade stuffs.
Yups. Den sumhow we waited for zealot guys.
Den went over to eat.
haha! Did someting funny with xue le! LOL.
And during the lunch, it was really funny la.
Li bin -.- mixed his wierd stuffs again.

Yups went off to meet my skol frens.
To do bca. I was very late.
So sorry abt it :/
Yups. that's for today! haha! off :D

AND AND AND.
today GST increased to 7% :/
AHH. k, i dun care. i still wan do shopping. haha!

2007-07-01T02:57:00.000-07:00

K, here to blog!

Friday :D
Had school. Ended early. at 10am :D yays!
But need stay to do project.
Finally finish :D
But still need work on the role play! haha.
Went over to bbss (holding school)
It was really HOT over there! :/
It's like stuffy and humid.
But it got better after a while.
I kinda like the school. keke.
Parade ended early.

Den took bus to westmall.
With nana.
Had discipleship with her and tgt with ying :D
YAYS!
Saw 5N students. the guys gang :/
They went to watch movie.
transformer. haha!

And we had discipleship. (:
And talked over many things!
I love sister nana and yingying! :D
Went home after that.
Ard 9 plus, i went out to search for my GOLD BAG!
HAHA. with the magazine.
It cost me 6 bucks! lol.
But i love the GOLD BAG!

Sleep quite late :/
haha!

Saturday! :D
CHURCH! :D I LOVE IT.
I met up with chin hwee in the afternoon.
keke. And talked and lunched. :D
Den went over to find lz, quak and alvin at pool.
they played. :/ i din. haha!
I like that pink ball (:
IT's really sweet baby pink!
Went over to church. keke.
And saw our cg cake! :/ so special got cake.

Had ice-breaker!
Killer game :x NONO!
THANKFULLY i din get forfeit!
thankyous sandy! :D
And weikun did something funny!
He wore bikini :x and did a sexy pose! -.-
It's at zealot blog!
And he got his ONGNOOBNEI fanclub! lol.
It's hilarious!

Hmm had sharing. I kinda like today sharing :D
It was like meaningful.
Den went up for usher! haha!
Was like Coolness. :D
I love my ushers loads!
Serve and everything :D
Had communion.
I like today sermon! :D
Be like JABEZ. :D yupps.

After service, was busy making lz card lol!
His father's day card! HOHO.
LONG LONG TIME back.
Today celebrated KEN LIM birthday! BUT,
hais i came down late la :/
I missed it :/ so sorry!

Went back up to settle the communion trays all these.
Good job ushers (:
Junda you haf been a great help to me! thanks! (:

Went down to join cellgrp.
But they all gg to leave alr :/
nvm. haha! but i still went over to talk to them.
And i saw xue le wearing the BEAR earing!
SO NICE la.
I wan it :/
It was ying mei de!
hahaaha.
And Geeks, kenquak wiped his wet hands on me :X
Ahh, his dirty hands!
lol! k. And he hit my mouth.
He's so mean :/
And of course, i tried to hit back too.
But i failed! geeks.

k, after that i was looking for lz! haah :D
And also derek.
Den talked to derek abt some stuffs
Den, give LZ our zealotTHREE cards :D :D
Yupps. And i left with cell grp peeps!
Xue le, me and sabrina were talking.
We sat down and chat! Many Many things!
erm talked abt this and that.
And i shared to xue le sth which i wan share to her long ago!
She knew it now . you must help me overcome it!
And always remind me.

Some random thoughts.
I can't help it :/
I feel like avoiding you, but it wun be good.
Every exchanges, It was obvious.
I recalled the past. hmms.
So many things happen, and so many doubts.
I feel like asking you alot of things.
why and everything.
But i better not. :/
I wun avoid you, but i need God to help me deal with it! (:
I still want to love Daddy 100%. and not lesser!

Woman are fiercely devoted to God, fierce yet gentle and devoted to God! :D
thank you weiwei, u helped me alot (:

Back home :D

2007-06-29T00:10:00.000-07:00

Yes. I'm blogging! haha. :D
So many things happened over this week.

Sunday. I went to cut my hair (:
Whoo. haha!
Finally i want the hairstyle I want :D
No one knows I cut my hair.
Only a few of them know. hahaha!
I kinda like my hair la.

I slacked at home the whole of Sunday.
And I rush to finish my homework too. :/

k, Move on to Monday.
I saw xue le and sabrina! :D :D
I happen to go over to westmall.
And I saw them at bk.
So we were mini shopping at westmall. (:
We bought nail polish. PINK and YELLOW.
It's super bright :D :D
After that, went home and i slept late. :/
at 2 plus. haha!

Tuesday :D
YES. I gona love tuesday!
Because it's E-Learning for two module!
And their lectures are bored :/
So dun hafta go. yays.
BUT. gona do project.
Went over to meet my tutition friend last yr.
LI WEN :D :D :D

Goodness, I miss her alot.
Long time never see her alr.
And we talked and she pass me some cards for hair-cutting.
haha, and saw quak at mrt.
Kinda qiao.
Talked to him a while.
And I went to BK for meeting.
Saw li bin. haha.
So talk to him a while.
And I saw Alvin kor. :D
Me and wei kun were talking abt some stuffs.
And was kinda related to him.
And Suddenly he popped up.

Talked to him. haha!
And den started our cg meeting.
Hmm. :D
Chewy came to westmall! haha.
He had his dinner with ong nei.
keke.
We saw Andrew's cell pple! keke.
And hui jin they all ahas.
After that, we left home.
Talked to chewy.
haha! yes. We shared many things.

k, wednesday.
Had lessons at 11am.
Unlike ___, haha! gota wake up early to go school.
And I dun need.
LOL. I slept in the bus while on the way to school!
An sms woke me up -.-
haha. But just nice that was when i'm reaching school alr. :D
And why you end school so early -.-
Got prayer meeting. whoo.
So rush down.
But I was early.
I went down to Mac to find quak.
Whoo And saw alot of pple.
saw julia, qc, xue le & alicia.

Haha. They had their lunch.
And I forgot to bring money :/
quak gave me $50! HAHAHA.
k, that's jus borrowing la. -.-
And pathetic la, all his food all taken away by julia and qc.
haha!
ALICIA was sitting in front of me.
I miss her. she's like my HI HI partner!

And julia ah, this girl so funny!
and pervetic :/
She shared on her experience on her attachment. haha!
It's real funny.
Of cos it consisted of some pervetic stuffs :X
Went up for PM.

Lz fight toilet with me upstairs :/
AHHH. so mean. haha!
And i disturb him when he was pee-ing.
And i got scolded :X i was too noisy.
When he came out, quak snatch the toilet from me! ahhh.
So mean la. And he can't flush the toilet. hahaha!
Finally my turn, yes :D
And I could flush the toilet just once.
Lz also can.
But quak cannot LOL.

PM was awesome!
I prayed until I feel like crying.
k, God is good!
Went over to mac to rest. :/
and talked.
After that zealot one having their cg mtg.
Talked to xavier and li hong! haha :D
And we left home tgt with li hong and yq keke.
And i had a great conversation.
haha! I know alot of things. But not really alot.
I slept late again :X
I haf been sleeping late this whole week!
And i'm PRO :D yes. i'm 'keng'. hahaha!

Thursday. haha.
Was a short day actually.
But i got project meetings.
Was very disappointed with my POA.
I got really low. :/
Was kinda affected by it.
No mood to do anything.
I hold back my tears.

Aloy and quak came to NP today.
They come got motive one sia. LOL.
More for aloy! haha. :x
And with thokai, danny and sabrina.
I want to talk to sabrina la.
But the lesson ended on time. (which usually we dun)
I can't talk to her :/
I'm really sad la.
And when i got super pek chey.
I left the class. But too bad, they left alr.
AHH. nvm.
Went to eat lunch yays!
Was kinda better (:

Den do project. done our blaw and mgt.
Jus part of it. Going to finish soon, i gues. :D
Msned with weiyan.
Asked me go study after that.
I'm alr half-dead. haha!

But in the end i went over.
To find them. Wanted to talk to celia.
But in the end, never.
Plus quak they all over at LAN shop.
So intending to go there find them. haha!
But never, i stayed at mac. with celia they all.
studied abit. only a super bit. of macro :/
Was real tired. after that, they left mac.
I went to find the guys. haha!
To go home tgt.
If not i'm like bored.
plus celia they all live at panjang de.

Went over rooftop and ask them down -.-
they took a long time.
More than 10 mins la.
Took bus home with them.
When i was on bus. I slept.
And i almost miss my bus stop :/

k, i'm off to rush my project :/
hahaha!

2007-06-24T21:11:00.000-07:00

HAHA. I'm here to blog!
On church on sat! :D
It's super nice sia!

Hmm. Friday afternoon received one good news.
hehe. :D
chin hwee told me he's coming church!
hah. Like so cools (:
Told him to tell quak.
And yups. :D
And at night, we msn-ed.
And tried to ask him to come church on sat :D
yups.

It's really amazing how God works!
And sumhow, quak jus say meet for lunch den go play pool.
Den bla bla bla.
TADA.
We settled the time and yes, he's comin!
Thank God (:

Morning woke up at 11am -.-
So late. supposed to meet at 113oam la.
And i rushed.
In the end we meet at 1150am.
But still, I'm late. haha!
Actually i will be early de. Cos i missed my bus :(
Becos i forgot to return my brother his card. -.-

Met up with quak and chin hwee.
Went over to timah to eat.
They eat only.-.-
Den they went pool. haha!
I din wan to play.
Because I know I surely lose -.-
I'm bad at pool. So, dun wana chu chou. HAHA!
And i disturb them when they are playing! HOHO.

And i left early to go over to service one.
Sorry cell grp, din meet up with you all.
I hope you all understand (:

Den i came back to take my stuffs.
Was on my way back, sth happened. :X
After a while, we left, tgt with ronald, Irvin (they were there too!)
Den they went to buy food at mac.
Me and chin hwee were like playing on quak.
We took his hp, and din wanted to return him.
lol!
After that, went to church.
yups! chin hwee, it'll be fine :D
We brought along the baby gifts.
Woohoos! i love the gifts. super cute and nice (:

Had our cell grp, goodness.
I can't stand quak kept teasing me abt that hor hor -.-
I gona smack him hard!
watever.
Bro Rx show me jia le picture!( baby)
SO cute la :D :D
I love cell grp.
SO fun! :D we had our ice-breaker.
And did the GATSBY dance HOHO :x
so funny la!
Sharing was good. I love the mini prayer mtg our cell grp haf. :D
Went up for usher. Was kinda pissed when asking cg pple to write on the gift.
Cos very slow -.-
Den I went up to find brother zhi wei and pass him the gift.
And he showed me the pictures! (:
Sweet little JIALE.

Had our service! It was liek so awesome :D
Service atmosphere was SUPER GREAT.
But I was like so HIGH.
But seriously speaking i was distracted by sum stuffs.
Overall still not very bad actually.
I see the ushers jumping like so excitied!
haha :D
Hopefully i'll see them getting even more excitied :D
Debrief. and really see Junda leading really well (:haha
good job.

So, went down to find pple lor.
Den in the end too busy alr.
So din get to tok to chin hwee as i promised. :X
Talked to elvin. haha. He gave me one keychain he bought from palau Rendang.
haha! thanks :D
It's nice.

Yupps. Den went over to find cell grp over at rooftop!
haah. ate ice kechang! :D HEHO.
NICE NICE.
Den went home with nicole and mader!
They are my sweeties :D
Piggy and jump jump!

:D i love sat.
i'm looking forward to next sat (:

pics :D

2007-06-24T18:01:00.000-07:00

Haha! :D back to update with pictures!

xue le & hazel.
But alvin HIDING BEHIND :X

Mader(jump jump!) & hazel.
I suppose that is quak hands -.-

ME, JUMP JUMP 2, PIGGY 2 :D
And that twist, i dunnoe whose :X

hazel :D

Hazel & Ghimmy (:

Hazel & ken quak :D (he rarely take picture one!)
so this one is quite rare eh. haha!

Kor & Mei (:

BIG FOOT & PIGGY; shot ONE!
That person behind looked like derek -.-

AGAIN; SHOT TWO

Had our night tour!
Haha. we went to Esplanade area first.
So all these pictures were taken at esplanade.
keke.
I love my cg peeps! :D
So sweet right!
Haf fun over there. Talked.
Played. Did something funny.
And pple saw, i'm super PAISEH :x
After that, i stick with julia! haha.
We sang tgt!

While we walk over, quak tried to be a statue. -.-
So julia and me CHIONG forward to ... LOL.
zealot pple shld know eh.
walk over to one eating place as whole zealot and spend time.
I wasn't with cg :( No seat for me.
So i joined zealot one girls.
Talked. Joined lz to talk and sing :D
Xavier came in. Haha!

BLA BLA.
Went to esplanade, to go there to board back to bus.
Travelled to Fish port there.
It stinks... And there are so many fishes! woohoos
ALL FRESH de!
Walk one round, went off.
Waited and slack.
Board the bus! HOHO.

After that, went over to WCP!
haha. go there play! yays!
Din play at all. :X
Cos i was wearing quak's jacket. -.-
Plus it's white, later got dirty.
So i sat tgt with alvin on the net. HAHA.
Slacked.
See them play the pyramid.

Den after that they play the other one.
You sit on sumting and u swing!
Quite a few of them played.
Haha! And it's like so fun :D
I jus watch them play.
See Irvin and quak kept pushing pple.
And they looked super tired.
haha.And of cos that one ride almost cause their whole life! -.-
LOL.

Went back to church and slack until 6am.
Of cos we sleep. :D
And i slept a while ( but not really sleep)
Nicole they all sleep too! haha.
and quak is like BIG BULLY. -.-
He put his leg onto my thigh.
He was sleeping on the floor with his sleeping bag.
And he treated me like the supporter -.-
haha! and xue le took him sleeping -.-
And i haf that photo. HOHO.

after that he placed it down. LOL.
I slept on the chair, lying with my sleeping bag as pillow.
Kinda comfortable la.
But quak kicked me while i was trying to sleep -.-
shld be accidentally ba lol!

Finally six in the morning alr.
Went back home to sleep (:
Took bus with some zealot peeps.
Went home, bathe, and SLEEP :D
Woke up at 2plus. keke
Online and stuffs. :D

And CONGRATS bro zhiwei & sis xiaozhen.
She gave birth to BABY BOY JIALE.
so sweet! :D the baby super cute.
And yeah, went out to JP to get gifts for them.
Tgt with ong nei, sab, ken quak, derek and li bin!
haha. Shopped at kiddy palace.
They went makan.
Back home.
slack :D :D

at a later time, i shall blogged on church :D

2007-06-24T03:41:00.000-07:00

OKAY! :D

I'm super tired. WHOOS!
haha. Jus came back from ER on friday morning. keke.
reach home ard 7plus, i think.

hmm, ken quak did my quiz.
lol. He got rather high uh.
BUT. of cos not he guess correctly wan la.
-.- he ask me give hints.
so he got that marks.
lol. watever. haha!

Encounter retreat was super good!
I slept late the previous night.
And i woke up late -.-
suppose to meet at 8am.
I woke up at 730am.
Was to meet xue le. But i'm late.
AHHS.
Suppose to call ken quak at 715am.
But i woke up late. -.-
TIRED.

I rush down to meet xue le.
Saw mader, three of us took bus tgt. (:
Mader went school. So me and xl reached church ard 8 plus.
-.- tired!
I was doing registeration with lopez and xue le.
Whoo. tired -.-

The opening is super cool! :D HAHA.
God's presence so strong. :D
And we began to praise and worship God.

So strong! I could sense God's presence.
I teared. (:
After that we had lunch.
Me and lopez busy counting attendance and money -.-
haha! eat my lunch. they da bao back for us (:
THANKYOU!

Went for session! cools.
The teachers are so nice and were real GOOD.
Even though i'm going for the ER(new believers), but after that whole thing.
I realised God's plan for me, His purpose.
Was awesome.
If He did not put me in ER, i would not feel the breathr, and the encounters with God again, and allowing me to be stronger.

I love the clip. Passion of Christ.
This particular scene really leave a DEEP impression in me.
When Jesus was being crucified on cross, the pple mocked at him, laugh at him.
Yet, Jesus still prayed for them and ask God not to blame them becos they do not know God.
Awwws. Super touching! i teared );

In our real life, do we react like how Jesus react?
In fact, we don't.
To the extend pple mocked you, criticise you. do u still say, Lord forgive them, they do not know you.
How great is my God! (:
I simply love God.
And When i heard lz says abt are u still going to hurt God's heart?etc.
I began to start crying.
How many times God still forgive me when i did something wrong?
It's been awesome!
God, i do not want to hurt you anymore.

The session were awesome!
Esp the bondage breakage!
I feel my burden been lifted up to God!(:
And feel so light :D AWESOME.

And after the sessions, we haf our closing! :D
YAYS.
I came down earlier to just check out how was level 2.
Den bro Rx was getting pple to share ttm.
HAHA!. but, i dun intend to share.
Cos he was saying abt all of the pple here are the members, not ER track.
Den i jus happily wave my hands trying to say i'm ER de.
Den he tot i wan share, he called me forward to share -.-
LOL.
But nvm, feel really good when i share! (:
I realised I was the first person to share! :D
coolness.

We had our closing. p&w :D
and den whoo.
jump jump jump! so fun sia!
ushers all so crazy for God :D
stand on chair den jump! coolness.
hear pple share ttm :D
yays! got alot of pple sharing (:

We almost overtime.
haha! den we had our dinner! :D
and den i sat at cafe with lopez and alvin.
And den talked abt some stuffs.
Den bla bla HOHO.
took pictures with xue le! YAYS!
Cos we wore the same :D HAHA!

And at night we went to taunt! :D
YAYs. i gg update again!
TIRED!

part two :D

2007-06-20T01:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUMMY! I LOVE YOU :D

BACK to update! haha :D

Woke up the next morning.
Din wana wake up! :X
AHHS. super tired!
And eat breakfast.
Check out.
Jus did some clear up with lz and ongnei.
Den we left. haha. Took bus sat with kelly.
sleep on bus :D fun.
Cos i'm super tired.

Reach alr. den took mrt back home!
And we jus sleep inside MRT. like PIGS.
Only a few of us sleep.
Li hong and julia were next to me.
And we really sleep.
SUPER TIRED.
and i'm their pillow :D
and there go LZ taking pictures of pple sleeping!
goodness.
His madness of taking pics of pple sleeping. :X
Of cos he took ours -.-
It's all with LZ. haha.

Finally reach westmall. (:
Go there rest. while they eat.
I took quak school card! HAHA.
And i kept it LOL.
TP is really special, their card.
I like theirs :D
I went to yvonne house to return her sleeping bag.

Den went back foodcourt. :D
And return his card.
And slack. den went home :D
I want the sleeping pictures! BUT, my area leader LZ haven send me!
He super lazy sia! :X

I like this :D yun qi and haz :D

noor, haz, yun qi :D

Saw devi :D i miss her!

yays! :D

OKAYS. next. steamboat at MARINA.
yes (: class outing!

we got the similar shoes :D

Pei qi and me :D

Pei qi, Li ping and me :D

Sab, Shu, hazel (:

Noor, Shu, Sab, Haz.

Me and wilson act-CUTING :D

Shu, QUAK( haha!), Haz :D

noor, DEREK, haz.

Xue wen :D and me! haha.

haha! we haf fun :D

Eat! and i love them :D

after eating, went to arcade play!

haha but i never play. :X

See them play!

SUPER FUNNY!

Take pictures also lah :D

After that, we walked back to mrt station -.-

LOL.

And it's a super long way!

and super Humid.

And we walk until we got lost! HAHA.

So funny.

And ken quak kept pushing me.

He's a BIG BULLY.

So mean. :X

rawhs him.

Talk to many of them :D

and enjoyed ourselves! haha.

Hope to meet up again next time :D

I love them!

chalet

2007-06-18T02:50:00.000-07:00

WHOOS :D
Fun fun. back from chalet! haha.
Shall update about it.

First day. 13JUNE200
Meet up with cell grp peeps for lunch :X but i never go.
haha. Join them a a later time when they were half way thr their meal.
Met up with LZ. and go tgt with him first (to check in de)
But den, we did sth lame. End up we go with the rest of zealotians.
But part of zealot three pple!

Took train to Pasir Ris.

Den we miss the shuttle bus :X
Den we jus take bus and walk here and there Zzzz.
So tired!In the end we reached and waited for the shuttle bus to come.
Reach there den saw zealot one two waiting for us! LOL.
Den went to check in with LZ. haha.
Went in to chalet! WHOOS :D
REST and slack.

Den got session HAHA!
by KEN QUAK! :D
He talked abt sense of belonging (:
cool. This was great.
Learn something from it.
and i decided to commit myself in ZEALOT THREE.
I signed it. (: the card.

After that. playtime and dinner! haha :D
Go eat. keke. Den we play cards all these.
Den we play HIDE and SEEK :D
NIGHT hide and seek.
So fun eh! :D haha.
hide and den been caught! haha.

After that rest den went over to changi village. (:
Eat and see bapok! OPPS.
Den we went back. LOL.

Den derek gave shermin the usher form.

Shermin sat there stressing over wat to write..
Den xue le told her.
I told her the same thing.
Quak also came in.
Told her this and that. BLA BLA BLA.

She like super stress up!

Sleep (: but i could not get to sleep! :X
Really ROT there. Tried to sleep but only sleep abit :x

SECOND DAY. 14th JUNE2007
Woke up to bathe! yays!
And den eat breakfast! :D yays yays.
Den haf mornin session by DEREK TAN :D
Was great! his sharing very funny one.
haha.

We jus went to play and rest and eat lunch :X
Eat le went back con't to slack and play.
Those guys play soccer. LOL. haha.
Against the next door chalet.
after that, we played captain ball :D

whees.
So fun! LOL.
Was super TIRED :X haha
But i do enjoy.
But only very little pple play.
hmm. e rest and den haf our dinner (:
YAYS.PIZZA LEI.

But i was late! cos i go bathe. opps :X
So they jus started without me! LOL.
hmm.ate and haf fun lah!
Den after that haf SESSION 3 by UBENG :D
Cools. was really good. I like it alot (:
And after that we prayed. And i sense God so strongly.

Whoos. (: super strong.
And even before session 3 close, i could not control my tears.

We had our session 4. wasn't plan at all.
But this was purely worship.
You noe what, i keep tearing NON STOP.

I cry like a baby. Been a time i cried like this.
Tears keep rolling and rolling.

I could not control. It jus come.
I prayed to God, everything.
HE gave me this assurance. And He gave me the answer of my doubt.
Thank You for giving me this assurance. (:
I wan to be a leader of greath faith for You.
Lead me on, Daddy (:
As i worship, I fell down to my knees.
And so many things jus went thr.
I encounter God again.
Never would I want to let it go.

This session 4 was the greatest of all.
Many teared. How awesome is He?
I wana learn guitar! (: haha.
HMM. Birthday wish? GUITAR next year? keke.

Okay. after that we went to CHANGI V to eat! LOL.
In the end i never eat la. Jus go there to buy drinks.
With yvonne and chewy :D
CHEWY came for chalet eh! haha (:

Anyway one our way to changi V, we saw MANY BAPOKs.
Very.. ~
Den let those young kids get exposed. lol!
They were like AH..
Quak went to buy food for some of them to eat. LOL.
HE went off so long. TOT he was been captured by BAPOK! LOL.
haha. we came back lah den went back to chalet.
Slack till super late!

Den capture photos of pple sleeping LOL.

haha. ken quak sleeping. credit to nicole :D

this is jus one. there are more. Visit nicole blog! haha.
hmm. not alot actually!

Den i slack inside the room.
Doing nothing. saw a bible and a fullscape pad.
HAHA. So, i jus draw at quak's fullscape's pad.
With many funny stuffs. and also drop him an encouragement. LOL
Put inside his bible. lol.

went to see sun rise! but too bad :X dun haf!
And we went back.
And we felt as if we brought one SLEEPING zombie eh.
Guess who? LZ! LOL.
Went back and SLEEP :X too tired! RAWHS.

I'm gonna stop here.
Stay tunned for part two with pictures (:

2007-06-13T01:58:00.000-07:00

We have all we need in You
And all we need is You
All we need is You

Rich or poor God I want You more
Than anything that glitters in this world
Be my all, all consuming fire

You can have all my hands can hold
My heart, mind, strength and soul
Be my all, all consuming fire

All we need, all we need, all we need is You
All we need, all we need, all we need is You

sorry! :(

2007-06-13T01:43:00.000-07:00

I'm really sorry about what happen today.
I did not mean to do that.
I know you won't be seeing this post.

But I really feel bad.
I hope you will not take it to heart.
I promise, I won't play and do these things again.

Daddy, I feel so bad that i teared.
It was my fault totally.
I know I did something wrong.
And I do not wish to cause this person to leave a bad impression.
Because it happened before.
I do not wish it happen again.
Daddy, help me.

I confessed, Daddy.
Forgive me.

name :D

2007-06-12T02:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA LING :D :D

Interesting. :D

hazel

The hazel tree "English"

Life is never dull with your adventurous and restless spirit. You are always on the move and seeking a new challenge to pit your wits against. Being in touch with nature you love the outdoors. You have keen intuition and a desire for knowledge and you can be something of a crusader. When you apply discipline and tenacity to your energetic mind then leadership positions are easily available to you.

siew ling

Solid, dependable and hardworking you have a fairly conservative approach to life and know that organisation gets results. With enormous courage and discipline you overcome difficult situations by tackling them head on. You have great maturity, able to balance your mind and emotions to reach sound decisions. Your talents and determination are likely to lead to a great deal of worldly success.

Wells, when i saw the leadership this word. many thoughts came to my mind.
Many times i ask if i'm ready to be a leader or maybe am i a leader?
I dun dare to say i'm a leader.
Becos i think i'm not a leader at all.
And seeing other core grp leaders named themselves as leaders.
But i could not bring myself to say I'm a leader loud to others.
I feel that it's wierd even when i'm not a cell grp leader i tell others i'm a leader?!

I dunnoe why?
Thoughts run wild and nothing been changed.
I need encouragments from God.
And guidance from You, too.
Let me haf this courage to say out.
I do not want to care about how the others look at me.
I just want to look upon You and love you even more.
Prepare me for the leadership role.

LEADER?
Remained or not.
Say or not.
Daddy, tell me.

cell grp :D

2007-06-10T02:55:00.000-07:00

Cell group was fun!
And suddenly i realised we haf many NEWCOMERS.
And also newcomers that stay too (:

hmm. let me name.
mader, ghimmy, hui min, doreen, felicia, joan, joey, jie min.
and so on i gues.
i do not know all their names actually, haha.

I shall post abt last friday outing.
With zealot peeps plus celia, weiwei, jayme, xavier.
But too BIG GROUP alr la.
In the end we got separated.
Left me, alvina and mader.
We walked ard TANGS at VIVO :D
yays. nice (:
den we played with toys, clothes, shoes.!
haha. many things.

ALVINA super CUTE. she can jus got frightened when u blow at her.
lol. and mader also. she is alvina's partner.
They are JUMP JUMP TEAM!! :D haha.
so cute!
And we three bought the SAME notebooks
it's 50% off. haha. so i bought orange. they bought blue.
yays! How nice!

we went down to look at the clothes.
We played with the clothes!
We played with the bags and wallets.
we were guessing who much it cost! HAHA.
And we also played with the shoes.
We tried the shoes and everything.
And alvina tried on one super HIGH HEELS shoes!
LOL.

and i tried on many shoes.
And some shoes are small. so i can't fit in.
And my dear alvina says i got BIG FOOT!
lol.
Mader also very cute.
she saw the bag she love.
She jump over there and telling us it's uper nice!
haha :D cute girls

After that we meet up with sandy.
den went up to daiso.
i got my PINK purse. :D
And mader bought her metalic bottle drink.

After a while we left home. (:
actually was supposed to be with the rest of pple.
But den, we got separated.
so we did saw the rest.
but nobody did bother us much :(

After that i took bus over to batok interchange.
It took me like more than an hour to reach batok!
TIRED :S
i saw valencia too (:
travelled and meet up with sis nana and yingsquares.
haha. talked and everything.
Feel so refreshed!
drank white chocolate :D
sis nana treated us (: thankyous!

After discipleship, went home :D
haha.

i shall update abt my shopping trip today(sunday)
haha!
OFF :D i'm happy becos i got my sandals!!!

2007-06-10T01:15:00.000-07:00

MY TRUE FRIEND TEST QUIZ ANSWERS.

Question #1
What course and poly am I in?
Business studies, Ngee Ann poly

Question #2
What do i love to eat? ( if you dunnoe, u must spend more time with me! hehe)
food related to hazelnuts

Question #3
what colours i love the most?
brown, gold, red, green

Question #4
What is my IC number? ( If you noe, den HEHE)
S8916455I

Question #5
What do i love to do?
designing things, writing letters!

Question #6
Which ministry am I serving in?
usher, brigade and cell grp

Question #7
Which module she's taking is making her cry like mad? (not really cry la. But it\'s something she ...)
Business law ( BLAW)

Question #8
What type of taste i love most?( haha. pple always keep saying me...)
sour

- for this, many pple haf been saying i'm pregnant jus becos i love to eat sour food!
haha. so funny right.
I'm pure okay. not pregnant or anything.
Plainly jus love sour food! :D

Question #9
When is my spiritual birthday?
19 Jul 2003

Question #10
Which things do she desire for?( haha. i wanna get...)
sandals, wallet, bottoms(pants etc)

i think my quiz is rather easy eh. many pple got quite high marks.
i shall do a quiz that is more tough! :D
haha. (:

2007-06-07T00:10:00.000-07:00

woo hoo! here to blog, peeps :D
Finally right? haha.

okay. was really lazy plus busy to blog lah. haha.
I haf my common test this week.
Ended alr. meaning HOLS :D
YAYS!
ard 3 weeks of hols! AHAHAHS.
but i'm really afraid of my common test.
I did many mistakes.
I'm afraid i couldn't get good grades :(

I do not wan to haf this anxiety.
Really wana trust God to help me.
And i'm gg to lift my every modules to God.
I really gg to start mugging liao.
I do not wana waste time le.
But i need discipline, self control.

Yups. i'm having fun with many pple!
haha. and i wana thank weiwei. :D
for teaching me POA.
And also celia (: she taught me blaw thr MSN :D
thankyou thankyou.
I'm really a SUPER SLOW learner.
But i really wana get good grades also.

okay. i think i gona stop here le.
i'm gg over to VIVO tmr :D
yes.
dear sandals, i'm waiting for you! :D

off (:

2007-05-25T08:10:00.000-07:00

haha (: here is my test. Do it!

See how you score!

:D yays!

Click on this link (:

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/444636

Do rmb to either create an account or log in to view results.

yupps. my score board is down.

So only you and me will noe the results :D

haha.

2007-05-23T17:16:00.000-07:00

Blogged.

I updated!! * screams*
lol.
Okay, i'm already alright le.
All i need is God's strength. (:
I must persist on.
I wana to push on for God.

Daddy, It seems difficult to reach out to the peeps in our class.
And i do not want to give up.
I still wana bring them to You.
Help me and provide a way for me.
Let the radical conference be an opportunity.

Lord, You help me stand firm.
So many days, i feel i'm drifting off again.
i do not want tiredness to make me wander in my own world without You.
Give me strength, Daddy.
I do not want to depend on my strength.

I can't wait to see things change.
But still i'm following after You.

2007-05-20T00:29:00.000-07:00

I'm disappointed.
Lord, pls keep me going.
I do not wan to give up now.
Hold me tight. and keep me going.

every tears i shed, it's for you, dear girl.
Be strong.

2007-05-19T11:46:00.000-07:00

I feel so bored and i did some search on these.
It's like super idiotic!

From the google search.
I search out some satanic stuffs.
Not much actually.
But i feel it's all SO DUMB!!

Let's look at this.

Some of their beliefs and practices are:

They believe that "no redeemer liveth" - that each person is their own redeemer, fully responsible for the direction of their own life.

And Jesus says He is the way, the truth and the life!
And could the person can rescue himself?
Well, of course no. everyone has sins. And we are not perfect.
And how could an individual says he is their own redeemer when we are sinful?!

"Satanism respects and exalts life. Children and animals are the purest expressions of that life force, and as such are held sacred and precious..."

And they haf some funny eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth.
"Do not kill non-human animals unless attacked or for your food.

The above rule says abt not to kill animals. unless been attcked or for yr food.
But it sounds so contradicting eh.
look at the next one.

Ritual killing (of humans or animals)violates Satanice Principles.

What crap? animals. did the above rule says not to kill animals unless being attacked or for yr food. Of cos pple will hunt animals for food. and they will jus kill for food.

And den wat abt killing animals violates satanice principles?
They jus kill animals for food. And they say children and animals are the purest..., and held precious and scared..
So if they they precious, will they kill them? of cos NO.
and they are killing animals for food!!
They alr violate the satanice priniciples!
Yeah, so contradicting.
One say not to kill, one says kill.
So dumb eh! LOL.

They practice with joy all the seven deadly Christian sins (greed, pride, envy, anger, gluttony, lust and sloth)

haha. they are so dumb eh. we haf nine fruits of the spirit. But they only noe seven.
And they replaced with such ugly words.
It is so dumb!

I recalled seeing on guy that caught my attention.
When i'm leaving from westmall, i saw one guy with many wierd tatoos!
And as i look closely, it was actually SATANIC signs.
And it's over his hands.
And the shirt he was wearing was also satanic.
Wells, it looked rather digusting to me. :X

2007-05-19T10:36:00.000-07:00

i blogged. (:

So many projects up now!
I feel i'm turning crazy eh.
And it seems that i do not haf time to meet up my disciples.
I thank God that i'm able to meet them up!

God,help me manage my time well.
I do not want to be tearing away.
I jus want to do well in my sem!
Help me, God!

It's my daddy birthday. :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

birthday (:

2007-05-15T01:01:00.000-07:00

First of all, i wana thank my beloved clique. :D
They celebrated my birthday early (:
Thank you anna, xue le, sabrina, miaohui and shu ee.

the spongeBOB and LILY. :D

MY BELOVED! :D I LOVE THEM.

sab and me. (: and spongebob!

These pple wished me an early birthday :D
Aaron, Kai Fong, Fiqah, YoYo.(thanks for the kinder breuno!)
Sok min, Sandy.

BIRTHDAY WISHES :D

HAHA. Gideon called me. tok to me.
And followed by andy chia, rx, nana, quak, derek, weiqiang, weiyan SMSES.
When i'm receiving the messages from the seven pple at the same time,
Gideon wished me happy birthday. haha.

Next. Peeps that wished me thr SMSES.
Jia Ling, Joey (She's my birthday mate!), Debra, Celia, Elvin, Alex, Xue Yan, Wong Sir, Li Ling ( she's my birthday mate too!), Hui Min, Jing Wen, Faith, Fang Mei, Sabrina, Hui Fang, Hainoon.

Next. MSN :D
Wee Kiat, Shu Ee( she's the FIRST. 12.00), Chin Hwee, Shermin, Jacqueline, Aloy, Ria, Joshua, Xin Yi, Cherie, Xue Le, Valencia, Lopez, Devi, Miaohui, Juma, Joyce.

Next. FRIENDSTER.
Carol Jie, Li Ting, Nick, Xue Wen, Li Ping, Shu Fen, Shu Ee, Janice, Josephine and Pei Shan!

My BLOG :D
Winnie, Wee Kiat, Shu Ee, Wei Wei, Debra, both Yvonnes', Alex and Xin Yi! (:

IN CHURCH :D
Met VICTORIA. And she gave me pressie (:
Thank yous.!

Next, in church. LIANGZHI wished me :D
Wat a loud shout! haha. thank you (:

Also, joey from my cell :D
she gave me two BURGER sweets!

I rmbed pple wishing me, but too many alr.
I rmbed Janice, yvonne, faith, wei da, Sister Vivian, Bro RX, Wei Yan, Li Ping, YY, Xue Li, Li Shan, Jack, James, Boon Ping, Qiu yuan, Debbie, Gillian, Zi Ya, Giana, Pei Shan, Deborah, Kenni, Yu Ying, Melimoo, Cynthia, Gladys, Yu Chen, Sandy.
i guess jus these. LOL. i can't rmb!

NEXT, SIS NANA.
For the little SWEET cake. (:
i love her!

Then, JOEY! [my birthday MATE]
We exchanged birthday pressie!
Thank you for the sweet card and notebook!!

Before Service.
Joel and ryan gave me a HAZELNUTS CHOCO :D
ONE BIG BAR! my fav! goodness.
I showed it to James and he wanted to steal it from me! LOL.

NEXT, after service.
ThankYOUS.
USHER TEAM :D yays.
My ushers are so cute! haha.
I left earlier and they came running down and mess up my hair.!
Den they sang me a birthday song! yays.
And they presented me a birthday card!
thankyous. :D i love each of you!

thanks shiting :D for the little SWEET letter!

haha. my favourite of the day! :D

ZEALOT AREA :D
ZEALOT ONE, TWO & THREE!

Words can't describe how much I LOVE YOU PEEPS!
I knew you guys were up with something! haha.
But i din expect that the whole zealot peeps would celebrate my birthday! ( All thanks to LZ)

First, sabrina wana lure me away to go up to level 2.
haha. i could see through wat's happening! keke.
And i refused! I took pens and sell to giana.
And out of sudden zealot gone missing!
so fast ah. LOL.

Next they were standing near the cafe there.
What shocked me was they shouted my name SO LOUD!! :X
OPPS. I was super STUNNED.
And when they started singing me the birthday song, i was like so shy! LOL.
I was trying to cover my face!
I almost broke out in tears. too touched (:
haha. thanks so much!
Zealot is LOVE.
thanks for the celebration! thankyou zealot three for praying for me! (:

Each zealotians, thank you!

I cut the cake. and everyone had their share (:
Wei Kun and Li hong gave me a bag as a pressie :D
Wei kun gave me a KEYCHAIN. :D SUPER NICE!
Yvonne gave me a set of encouraging cards! (:
Zealot three gave me one musical photo frame! SO SWEET!
Sister Zi Bing gave me a book. yays.

After that, yvonne celia xavier liang zhi came secretly! LOL.
Esp YVONNE. so secretively! hoho.
And this is what they gave me! haha.

Oh. goodness! my FAVs lei! :D
ALL HAZELNUTS (:

And lz added on, " luckily you like hazelnuts, everywhere also got sell. If you like peanut butter or what, wah, den dunnoe where to get! " LOL.

I'm home. :D took some pictures! (:

the pressies :D

yays! (:

LALALS :D

Last but not least!. wahahas.

TADA! :D

my favourites (: HAZELNUTS.

2007-05-12T23:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

I'm getting OLDER.